Mentaiko!!!

(lie.)

T_T

I blew a breath of air at the window and it didn’t mist up. -3°C and 30°C is a big change. It felt strange. 

I went and bought some grocery because my fridge was as empty as my brain when i board the plane. And i was slightly upset that they don’t sell mentaiko onigiri here. I developed an obsession towards mentaiko during my stay in Nagano. It’s not like i really love it like crazy la (come to think of it i don’t think i like it that much at all), but it’s more like, life is not complete without it. read more

These few days have been insanely cold.

Your favorite strawberry and condense milk. お誕生日おめてとう！

I made it. Until 14th Jan. It was more than what i asked for.

Kansai Airport tomorrow, 11am. And then it’s me alone again. Kinda refuse to think about it.

=(

Till either of us flies again.

Happy Birthday.

So maybe i will do something crazy before it ends.

Something i have never done before throughout the entire 4 years of my blogging journey, because i am a very private person and i didnt’t feel the need to.

But somehow i feel like doing it tonight. Or maybe it’s too much Umeshu.

I sent him this while i was in Nagano. I didn’t expect to meet him in Nara.
 

Yes la. I have got a boyfriend. We met each other 3 months ago. And we are happily dating. Stop asking liao.

🙂

Since we took so many pictures together it is kinda hard to censor all his face! read more

6:19 PM

TK: 俺来週中にマレーシアに行くかも。

でも日本に帰れなくなると思う。

5 minutes
6:24 PM
me: ……

6:26 PM
me: 何が言ったらいいわからない

Just. wow.

This whole thing is an elaborated joke.

Suddenly i have this nauseating feeling all over again. Seriously. Wow. Anymore? cuz i feel like i can take anything now. tell me my great grandmother was an amoeba and i’ll probably think it makes a lot of sense.

God my life is so full of drama. why liddat one? now that the whole plan is disrupted, i dont quite know what to expect out of this.  read more

was the time i woke up today. 

Oh great. This is getting better.

Spent a whole day last night photoshopping some pictures since everyone is catching up the Xiaxue photoshop bug. I swear it is turfing addictive. Great distraction. I posted a few in Nuffnang’s December featured blogger (omg honored!! i know right, what turf). But i think those are really badly done. Because i just had a super express crash course on Extreme Makeover photoshop whole day last night and i think i improved by at least 39823713%. read more

my stomach is giving me a horrible lurch and i feel my hands trembling as i type and i can’t breath something enormous and solid is stuck in my chest and i think i’m gonna throw up. i think i’m having a panic attack.

i think i really jinxed it this time.

because i think,

i think.

fuck this is hard to type. i typed and then backspaced and then typed again and then backspaced again and then i am still typing now i think i’d rather be in denial than to face the inevitable disillusion. for now. read more