This ia  boring post.

Basically this post is nothing much just some stuff i did in Nara, been staying here for about 3 weeks already! And I’m liking to start every post with a pointless picture liddis.

Or two.

There’s nothing much to do in Tenri. We go to Pachinko during lunch break sometimes, most of the time i just stay home and go online, blog, read your comments, read idiots’ comments and spend 10 minutes thereafter to do my sincere prayer that they will reincarnate into a cube of tofu (just like their brain) in their next life. Amen. read more

my stomach is giving me a horrible lurch and i feel my hands trembling as i type and i can’t breath something enormous and solid is stuck in my chest and i think i’m gonna throw up. i think i’m having a panic attack.

i think i really jinxed it this time.

because i think,

i think.

fuck this is hard to type. i typed and then backspaced and then typed again and then backspaced again and then i am still typing now i think i’d rather be in denial than to face the inevitable disillusion. for now. read more