Few days ago, late at night, I received a call from V boy.

“Come out? I’m outside your house now.”
“You what?! You kidding. My aunty will keeel me if I go out yamca at 11pm.”
“Come out la, I’m just passing something to you.”
“Ooookay…”

So I went outside. He came out from his car and handed me a paper bag.

I looked inside. It’s an exquisite box of heart-shaped chocolates.

Then I stared at him.

O_o

OMFC What do you think you are doing outside my house with a box of heart-shaped chocolates on (Chinese) Valentine’s Day?! read more

And i coined it!!
Not a single return from Uncle Google!!

*smug*

Cheese. =)

Myself.

I decided to make February the Month of Narcissism. No, wait. I changed my mind. Let’s make year 2006 the Year of Narcissism.

So from today onwards I’m gonna talk only about me me me me me me and ME.

😀

Mozzie’s new year resolution is to remain single. And I’m gonna join the club.My Valentine’s resolution is to remain single for the rest of the year.

That means, this would be the third continuous year of my singlehood.

I KNOWWW!!!

I can’t believe it myself too.

So guys (and maybe girls), you can give up already. I’m so taken. By myself. read more

Peeps, I’m in love. Like, totally.

Cheese out my Valentine’s dedication.

(Warning: Reading might cause extreme heartbreak)

If you don’t wanna end up sobbing at a dark corner in your room on this lovely Valentine’s day,

Don’t click here.

Here I would eagerly like to declare my eternal love to this special somecheese, whom I’ve been secretly admiring for a looooooong time.

I actually wanted to talk about him earlier, but I was a bit shy and unsure. Those who are observant should notice I have been talking a lot about him lately… *blushes*

But I guess today is the day to let it all out. It’s crystal clear. I’m sure he’s the one.

Nocheese is 100% perfect. When I found this Mr 91% perfect (the remaining 9% belongs to the flaws I’m gonna pick on him after our engagement.) , I fell completely head over cheese in love with him. read more

First Nominee of 2006

Yea. That “Cheesie’s Most Moronic Day of The Year Award” is back. And today is the first nominee for year 2006. Applause, everyone.

Actually I forgot to reveal last year’s winner. But not like it matters anyway.

So I was just trying to see if I could break that “Eat-TV-Online-Eat-TV-Online.” CNY routine by doing something that doesn’t spell anything similar to the routine. God knows it ended up jinxed. Maybe he/she/shim/it doesn’t want me to stay away from my commie. read more

I’m still a camper.
But i do not fear the weather anymore.

Got in touch with an old friend whom I haven’t seen in years over yahoo messenger recently.

Wait, old friend makes him sound old and he might not like it, because he always says I make him feel old.

He is not old actually. He just thinks I was/am too young. But that was years ago. maybe he’ll change his mind now?

Then he sent me this appalling picture.

I’ve completely forgotten about it if he hadn’t mischievously asked “you wanna see how you looked 5 years ago?”

My cheese! Can’t believe he’s been keeping it for five bloody years. read more

I woke up 4am’ish and I just wanted to write (type) something. Although I was told to sleep waaay longer than this. I’m sorry. =(

Seems like my biological clock is cheesed-up and when i try to sleep more, i actually wake up ealier and earlier instead. Cheez that should happen 40 years later man. Ditto to the hair loss.

I was thinking about the way I’ve been spending my holidays. Actually I’m quite happy with it and I think this is the most productive least unproductive holiday so far. I did nothing much but I am feeling less empty deep inside. read more

I searched my way through
And discovered a lovely winding road
Is it less-travelled?
I coudln’t tell.
But i saw a maze of narrow winding streets
I walked and walked
Breathed in the whispers of emaciated mimosa
They shunned my inquiring look elusively
Refused to point me the way to Elysium
I lost my way
And panicked
Because i just found out that
It was a one-way path
A one-way path
That has no turning back
I’ve all along been walking on one-way paths
Where i see sign boards that say
“Dead End”
or
“Danger–Cliff Ahead”
I sat by the steep face and looked back
But there’s no way back to where i begun
So i let myself fall again
And felt my heart shattering into powder form
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Two lonelier persons.

I would like to nominate today for the “Most Moronic Day in Cheesie’s Life” Award 2005. (But apparently it has lotsa competitors too.)

Because i just did it again.

When i thought i was very very much disillusioned, i just went into an illusion all over again. Of course, i end up getting another disillusion again at the end of the day.

I really feel moronic today.
(You ask: only today?)
I mean, more so today. But i couldnt help. Being in an illusion is sometimes, cheesarific. You feel real, you feel alive. So real, so alive you wish you will forever be in your illusory world. But when you wake up in reality you feel the exact opposite. It’s the same as my Nightmare Theory. Call me an escapist. I big time am one. read more