I woke up 4am’ish and I just wanted to write (type) something. Although I was told to sleep waaay longer than this. I’m sorry. =(
Seems like my biological clock is cheesed-up and when i try to sleep more, i actually wake up ealier and earlier instead. Cheez that should happen 40 years later man. Ditto to the hair loss.
I was thinking about the way I’ve been spending my holidays. Actually I’m quite happy with it and I think this is the most productive least unproductive holiday so far. I did nothing much but I am feeling less empty deep inside.
I’ve had some little holiday out of the holidays for myself, and it’s great. But happy time does fly and I think it’s time for me to return to my cage.
It feels great to be away from the college (I still don’t think I wanna call it a uni) and I feel so much more relaxed. Hopefully I drop less hair now. Haha.
I’ve been thinking a lot after talking to Sky and Jac few weeks ago. I’ve been thinking what those A1s in my SPM are for. Sure they got me a full scholarship in a fancy college of my desire. But it turned out the scholarship is not so full after all and the college is much less fancy than I expected. In fact, little did I realize the price to pay for studying in such a seemingly glamorous uni college is way too high for me.
But I didn’t regret a single bit, because I don’t think I will be happier if I study something else or elsewhere. Just I wonder sometimes, I’ve been dreaming too much rather than thinking. I don’t think I even think at all. I dream too much and assume too much, that’s prolly the problem with me. Maybe that’s also why I got heartbroken umpteen times. I’m not exceptionally smart to think to save the heartbreaks.
It’s okay. I’ve got a way to fool with heartbreaks now. And I’ve learnt it a hard way. But at least I learnt something.
And what the cheese, I’m going for a real holiday again! Taiwan Taiwan! =)))
Ahhh, time to get more sleep. I’ll try.
A man is not old until regrets take the place of dreams – JOhn Barrymore
so.. don’t ever stop dreaming. Dream keep us going.
Sweet dreams yah. 🙂
I m gonna dream of a very fast yellow car with cheese in it
My mother used to say that there are no strangers, only friends you haven’t met yet. She’s now in a maximum security twilight home in Australia.
– Dame Edna Everage
Sitting here having Spaghetti, it reminded me of a dream I had this spring,,,
Was out partying in the street, sitting on a big silver bike and watching the traffic go by.
Next thing I knew, I’m riding in this Cool Car! And there is this Beautiful Woman driving, but theres some guy in between us! – KNot that IT mattered…
She says something to me and I cant hear… eh? So I popped open the glovebox and looked inside. Hmmm Looks like Spaghetti is fillin the box! It moves around and I see a word… it’s, ehhhh it’s…. Gone! What!
I thought that was kinda Cheesie! Hey! I want to see that! So She looks over at me and says “Thank God for Quasars.” Poof! Wake-UP!
Really had me goin for a while, but its kinda funny now!
Kimchi!… I DO!
PEace, Light, and Love to You!
I love what you’e doing!
Don’t ever change and best of luck.
I like this place! You’ve done a great job.
I’ll be back soon for sure. Take care
Really nice site you got here.
I’ll come back more often and check it out.