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Post Japan
July 17, 2009
FML.
Today i cried because i screwed up the chicken mom brought for me. I dunno. I just pan fried it with yakiniku sauce and even pandai pandai sprinkled some rosemary onto it. And it tasted atrocious. Screw Kenko Diet Plum. The best diet is to eat my cooking everyday.
And then i realized how useless i am. I can’t even cook a bloody chicken thigh (yea still got some blood coming out). I disposed the body and washed the dishes while crying.
Things i brought back.
Japanese curry (amaguchi), Japanese curry (chukara), Japanese curry (karaguchi), Beef Hayashi and Delhi curry.
Mentaiko and tarako and mentaiko and mentaiko and tarako and tarako and tarako.
What the hell am i gonna do with these things!!! They are just making me bloody sad. I don’t wanna eat mentaiko pasta alone, you know?!?! (No you can’t come and eat with me. Doesn’t work like that.)
Ok i eat curry alone.
Cheapest instant curry from Topvalu. 77 yen (RM3). Just heat it up and pour it over rice. Or next to rice. Not gonna be bothered about technicality.
The most delicious crap-looking stuff i have ever eaten.
Looks like my life too.
He’s flying 7 hours here to see me tomorrow. I couldn’t even convince him not to. I reckoned it is fair, though, since i did just that 2 weeks ago. But i really don’t know what to make of it.
Time will tell! Take care cheesie :???:
aww sweet bf
i dunno what happen to u.. but at least there’s some effort making between u both la.. better than mine.. JUST straight…death penalty…
y showing all ur toes in most of the pic?
what happened ringo ? be patient n open ur mind n heart k
xo
More hugs! =)
nice feet
I knew you were having one of those moments!!! I knew it when I saw you being emotional over a chicken. I was also having my moment, but over a different reason of course. We always seem to have our moments at the same time.
Don’t worry I can’t cook shit too! And I can totally understand how you feel! *wipes tears off Cheesie’s face* There there you’ll pull through
Don’t worry… Everything will be alright.
Communication is important ya~
Wish you have a good ending!
*hugz*
maybe he is gonna propose to you – a wedding ring!
Ringo, things will be okay. Things will eventually turn out fine.
Be calm, be collected. You will be all right.
:wink:
i just love jap curry, they taste sweet and rich, just the way i love my curry, and best of all, they are easy to cook (those cube blocks of jap curry) which doesn’t require any seasonings. but yours is even more convenient and quick.
So I was right…you weren’t ok. You should know by now that I can tell
Things will be ok…dun be so hard on yourself…onwards and upwards k..
BTW..i wan the curry! can sell one packet on wardrobe? i buy from u…hahaha!!
Take care babe, everything’s alright..
Don’t be so hard on yourself, things will get better soon. Ganbatte neh.
its just a spur of a moment thing, not to worry, i had those hard moments too and by not being able to anything chores around my house just make me broke down n cry, so try to relax urself and think positively! it helps! trust me
i cried over sill-ier things than you;
you must be really upset to post this up, letting the world read. ):
take care, girl;
if you cant make anything out in your life sometimes;
maybe its best to go with the flow.
cheerios! (:
wah…ur bf flying down to c u…shud be happy rite…
Wow, Cheesie! Your boyfriend is flying to see you leh, SO NICE! Enjoy!
life is a sandwich of crap and joy, with bland tasting bread in between them.
aaah…you’re clearly mistaken, its not easy to cook a perfect piece of chicken. have you heard of the saying, the easiest recipes are the hardest to perfect?
just enjoy the time together
i dont know the story, but maybe you should give him, yourself and the ‘us’ a chance.. afterall, happiness is hard to come by.. hugssssss
I agree with starry..i also facing prob v my bf now..LDR stuckz but it is sweet when u guys know how to cherish it..
This may not sound right… but i kinda the guy who’s gonna marry you la…
Hugs.. I know no words can comfort you, but always believe that deep down, the light will shine upon us again “one day”. We have to believe that, to move forward.
Don’t worry, everything will be okay. All it takes is just a little faith. :smile:
okay. is it just me or your toes are looking mighteh weird?
Aww, hope you’re feeling all right.
*hugs.
hmmm… why are there glimpse of your feet in the photos??? :?:
I’ve been a silent reader of your blogs for a long time now.
There’s gonna be a lot of tears when he is here. It is up to both of you to make it a happy or sad one. No matter what the decision is, remember that it is not the end of the world. You are young, intelligent and talented. You got a whole lots of opportunity awating you. Think of the future and your ability to commit to whatever decision you guys make.
Good luck!
Food channel and food blogs and recipes = best way to learn to cook fast :smile: And fun. And lots and lots of yummy food lifts dull spirits
Listen to your heart and I’m sure you know what is best to do.
guess she’s not updating.. is bcoz… she’s enjoying with her bf lo~
its love that is so great that makes 2 hearts that are so far apart feel yet so near!
little obstacles along will makes u and him and the love stronger
I also dunno how to cook before I got married… :smile:
u let it out on the chicken? good…
btw enjoy the moments, emo will screw up many things one… think what is the best for you ya. cheers
I’ve been a silent reader here as well, but i’ve gone through all your happiness part when u were with him.
I believe there must be somethng happened in Japan or u found out something about him to upset you so much. Most probably, the hardest thing for a gal to take is, when they found out their bfs or husbands are actually having some other women in their lifes.
I not sure whether it happened in this way, but i always believe when someone is born to be a liar or having the intention to cheat on someone, the trust will be gone forever and they might be doing it again, & again…
华人有句话:一次不忠,百次不容.
if the guy doesnt think you mean so much to him and hurt u in this way, i would ask him to ‘fuck off la’.
hope u feel better and sort things out when he is here… take care!
Sorry to hear that Ringo. Sad to see you’re down in the dumps that even some delicious curry can’t cheer you up. Just see him when he visits and see if you can work it out. If you cannot, just be strong and you’ll be fine in time. You’re amazing and beautiful. It’ll be okay in the end. Have a great week!
*hugs* Hope you’ll feel better soon..
Ringo,
What happens when you bf arrives is something only the two of you can determine.
Follow your heart here, listen to your heart. To share happiness and life with another one must first be happy with themself.
I found a good quote and idea I wish to share with you…
I have this theory that if one person shows compassion to
another then that person will start a chain reaction of the
same.
— Rachel Joy Scott
My best wishes and prayers go with you!
David
Get a bf who is here, someone whom you are share a lot of time with.
I used to fancy foreigners and dated someone who is far away too. At the end of the day, I think it is a waste of time. I love my bf now more than anyone else. He is just a drive away whenever I need him. So what if I don’t speak French or have a French holidays?
I love Japanese curry more than anything EVAR.
Dunno what to say so not saying anything :???: .
Wished i cud giv u a sisterly hug to comfort u tho.
And wud hav offered you some homemade char siu (i made some for dinner :smile: )
hope everything works out for you! :wink:
Topvalu is Jusco’s brand that’s why it’s cheaper. While Japanese curry is not bad but I would like have the curry fish head I had in Bidor again.
wei ringo ah… i ask u were u at pavillion with TK on sunday, roughly 330pm i saw u… pls tell me! i wanted to say hi but wasnt sure….
hehee
hey cheesie..
i’m going to japan in oct to osaka any tips? from your blogs about japan you seemed to enjoy it and got everything out of japan. i’m only going for 2 weeks so i want to experience as much of japan as i can. help
~
btw you should totally go to S.Korea for your next trip. Go on a tour of the whole of Asia xoxo
why the photo need to include ur feet geh?