Omc. Does that happen to you? That your muse just suddenly comes that you type so much as if you’re possessed by an armless Sadako who needs a living substitute to vent her wrath.
Then it just suddenly goes away like a… erm ghost? (I meant to type wind but it’s as cliched as Gone with the wind and i just think a ghost gives more… oomph?)
(Okay i was thinking “shiver factor” instead of “oomph” because i guess oomph generally carries positivity? But i dunno why i typed that…)
(Okay enough. *slaps self*)
Omc when was the last time i ever emo’ed? Ok, except that Futon Jinx incident (which made me such a bitter, bitter apple i absolutely detest). I guess i subconsciously disallowed myself to publicly display emoness.
Why am i being so mean to myself!!!
I re and re and re-read my past entries, some from my imaginary blog in seach for my true self altercheesego(es?). I’ve been so cheezophrenic i am not even conscious of which part of me is typing npw. See, she even makes typo, which some part of me normally doesn’t.
Cheesh.
Anyway, I realized that I was so mean! I mean, i was blatantly mean to people i disliked and blogged like i really meant it. What, have i demeaned myself (wait… that sounds wrong)? Erm what i mean is why am i so not consciously mean now when i, in fact, don’t mean to be not mean when fighting for what really means a lot to me.
Okay, i don’t mean to confuse you but oh well, if you know what i mean.
I discovered an entry written one and a half years ago (sorry not available on Cheeserland).
The layout is pink. But i depinked it to avoid confusion with my actual layout (happy anot? My blog is pink again! Yay!).
And i think it’s the best post i’ve ever written.
I’m such a fool for not being able to be any more articulate.
Hmm Kelvin sounds like… bad guy.
I like pink layout again^^
Go on and fight any time you like cheesie… your real feeling on blog is interesting.
Cheesie… aja aja fighting!
Joe omg. Where have you been.
Ohh. I was so used to seeing the pink last time, it looked weird when u had that iTalk blue layout. Now it’s back to pink, and it looks weird to me cos it’s not italky anymore. lol =_=
pink and cheese yellow r really suitable for you~ ^^
i wrote something like this in my blog too….
but i wrote “my name is xxx” (:
Welll…its those times….
When gurls gets moody…
But then..i think guys too….
Anyway..we lurve reading ur blog…
No matter what~~!!
* winks *
*high five*
i have a ‘i hate kevvy’ one somewhere…………..
LOL
wo…wo………..easy now cheesie…..easy………..
its ok to be emo sometimes….in fact i think its healthy. 🙂
the best post i have ever seen too
wukakakka
who’s kelvin?
me hate kelvin too…
kelvin clein
everyone loves kelvin
kelvin? Misha’s uncle also Kelvin .. hehehe . but he is in canada 🙂 happy tuesday to you jiejie cheesie!
They say, “To err is human”… I guess to muse is blogging, right?… I sensed a tinge of salt in this current posting… My dear Cheesie, our hearts are to be filled with all the many splendour feelings in life – don’t waste it on ‘Hate’… Let hate come and go, and our world will be a more wonderful place to be in… (Hmm… you got me in the ‘muse mode’ now)
who’s kelvin?
So easy to say “don’t hate. make love not war”. Until you have reason to feel that feeling of hating someone or hating yourself. Then, you can know it truly and see, it’s not easy to avoid it. But I do agree, got to control it, and it does waste your life if you let it control it.
hi pretty…i read your older entries and really felt heartache.but they are past tense right???hope u are leading a happy life now.
cheers
Cheese me Cheesie ! 😡
lol? that was unexpected 😀
this kelvin must be either a prince charming or a jerk…hmm…
ok, not sure what do you meant in this entry… maybe a summary in less than 10 words? haha
kelvin? hmmmm……. *scratch head*
poor kelvin.
It’s okay cheesie. We all still love you. Being emo isnt always bad.
Love,
Emo Kid
who is kelvin-the guy that inspired u the write the best post?