Well, the good news is, while typing this, i don’t feel so emo anymore! Went shopping with Cin yesterday, Rebecca Bloomwood style and it helped! 😀
We pakai baju purple. Everytime so ngam one.
I’m like crazy purple lately. 4 months ago i had zero purple stuff. Because i thought purple looks atrocious on me. Like a red polka dress on Steve Tyler. Plus a shiny tiara. But i dunno what’s with this sudden purple craze. I think it started with a pair of purple Alexander McQueen imitation pumps from Shanghai. Then i started feeling compelled to have matching purple accessories. So as a result i bought a purple belt, a purple dress, a purple scarf, a purple tote, a purple purse and a purple… no la the purple JoRin wig is photoshopped one. And if i wear/carry all these purchases all at once, i will need to date Barney to look normal.
Ok why are we talking about Barney what turf. Anyway, yea so i am feeling superb! (for now.) So i dowan potong steam blog about emo things lo. But since everyone contributed to my little survey so it’s only fair i give my answers too! It’s really long though, and it’s in convo form. I think the coming 25th birthday was making me panicky a bit. I dunno why! Quarter life crisis what turf!!! It feels like i’m too old for celebration. T_T
Because it is very long so i hide it. Click to read. 🙂
I dunno but i find it super easy to cry! I can cry as often as everyday but i am not feeling particularly sad or anything. Just feel like it. Like a prenatal craving, no reason one. And you just have to do it. Sometimes the cry “kick” is not quite there, it is like having blue balls, very tragic one, so i’ll even listen to my cry music and force a cry. And that makes me wonder if i need a mental check-up.
But after reading through all your comments, i feel so human! HA! Looks like some people even cry more than me. And i really really appreciate all your feedback. Now i save money for mental check-up. Anyway, i had this convo last week. Which provoked me to ask the two questions.
i was wondering, how often do normal people cry.
hmmm, i dont think normal ppl cry. like, unless something happens.
well, once per month?
time of the month?
yeah it’s probably clustered around then.
i just wanna know like, whats the average.
i would say 1 per 2months. or maybe 6 weeks. if she’s weepy.
so like, if its more than that,chances are she is depressive
chances are, she keeps doing things to make herself sad
well. maybe nothing happens. she didnt do anything. she just feel the tears
you’re not depressive
i didnt say she was me
she was me.
so yea. you are not. i just think you have a lot of stuff going on in ur head/heart/body, that manifests itself like that.
i dont think i have a lot of stuff going on, and i think, im living better than i’ve ever been. so it can mean
1. i live happily now, since now is the best
2. i lived terribly compared to now
3. i have no fond memory whatsoever towards the past
first statement is not true. because i still cry every now and then. maybe every too often
i might wanna conduct this research online
“how often do you cry?”
i have overactive tear ducts. i will tell u something but this one confirm u will laugh one
i used to cry looking at the ceiling fan because. i think it must be very tired.
ok i smiled
maybe u just need a hug
i dunno! after getting the hug, i would still feel the same. i mean yes i will better and all that but.
its like, u have migraine, then u take pain killer, but u still get migraine
a problem shared etc. when u know someone shares
then i cry more
well, i cant even offer you a hug to test it. i can only offer an electronic ear
haha whats ur happiest time in ur life? when i asked this question to anyone, their answers very typical
hmmm. i have lived a very happy life, so…
ok rephrase question.
which point of your life would u wanna go back to, say, a particular year or a few years, when u do things the same. this is not the if u can change one thing question, no. , just like, reminisce the moments all over again.
ok. i would go to France, 2001. was a good time
ok, you see, for me, it is so tragic because, i wont want such a chance
i dont want it
i would want more of now, because now is relatively good
no,i think you’re like, well, you said bla bla when go back to…i didnt realise we had a choice of not going back. im excited about this year. kind of
really? but i mean, u are given the choice yes? so even if u are given it, u wont use it? it will expire like, in 3 days.
it’s a weird question. like
because it’s impossible. so why fret about it? just spend time browsing air ticket for deals
u are not acknowledging my theory!!!!!!!!!11111
i dunno what to say. i feel bad if you dont wanna like, redo a year
u dunno what to say because im right!!!
welll. i dunno about your whole life except what you tell me
women so hard to please right?
if you tell me that, haha
they want to be proven wrong sometimes.
and i’m like, 25. highschool was nightmare. college was crap. graduation was rubbish, work life was pathetic
aiya dont start this about quarter life crisis
lol. u had crisis also?
of course. everyone does. it’s a rights of passage. i think mine was at 23
reli? i think mine was at
so many years we knew each other. and didnt know each other. funny huh
hehe. i deserve a break from life
Now i feel better d. Maybe i want to blog about my purple eye-make up. :/
cheer up cheesie; ):
i think i can kind of understand your post;
hah.. i kind of blog (by, sort of talking to myself lately; i think its was yesterday or yesterday yesterday) that i cant really understand myself sometimes;
then again, somethings only self know. ):
i think talking out, like sharing/counselling; kind of helps for me.
i think its a glad thing that you are like happiest now;
as ‘now’ seem to last. (:
hope that your smiles last too;
you look great smiling.
smile, & the whole world smiles with you.
with loves. <3
yesterday yesterday!!! why u so cute one!
thank you xueni! 🙂
lol; i dont know what its call for “yesterday yesterday”; *blush.
you are welcome; 😀
i think i get very happy when i get to see you reply my comment; like you didnt miss any of the comments, & read all of them; 😀
of course!! and i remember you because you comment on almost every single of my post. 🙂
oh! i think i saw u and cindy in sunway pyramid. i thought u look familiar!
Haha really! Yea i prolly walked like a duck because my heels hurt so much T_T
Once you hit 25, you’ll become plumpy, grumpy, clumpy and dumpy!
Hahahaha! You see that in your post!
oh btw, you look like an old grumpy beached-whale in purple. Abysmal! *shake head*
High school was nightmare? Everyone’s was nightmare. Mine was. Did I tell you about my bitch teacher who would call me cheap and slut because I was in supposedly “close proximity” with a guy? She made my high school life MISERABLE. But I think about the friends I had in high school and everything is fine again. People lie when they say their high school was the best time of their life. They have bad memories, they just choose not to see it.
College? You studied at Lim Kok Wing, woman! And did you study something you like instead of Biology or Law or some Business crap that everyone was forced to by their parents? (Err I hope not.)
Graduation … some people never even graduate!
Work life? Omg everyday when I sit in the car being emo and think about how my life is crap, I immediately think of you ok! Because in my mind you are synonymous with a person who’s life is near perfect! You have great friends (COUGH ME), you go to great parties, you go to events and launches that no one else can go to, you have a great home, you have a cool mom, you have great friends again, you have so many readers, you have a blog that earns you so much money … you, Ringo, at 25, have achieved what NO ONE could have achieved in a lifetime. So you should be proud. And be ready to give me this prep talk when I hit 19 T_T
you see me good i see you good la. your highschool is nightmare? but you made it look so fun. see, it’s all deception!!! i know one!!!! No leh, i really think most people’s highschool very fun one. Just mine was particularly tragic. But true la maybe not for you because normally people dont say like Oh my highschool is like fucken best because i got 14A1s what turf. College was maybe not tragic but it was quite crap. due to many circumstances la! but i guess college is prolly a relatively easier time, because it was very lazy and non happening and just, quite alright.
near perfect. -_- u forgot to say i have a great dog. haha yea i will just copy paste when you hit 19 and see what u say then la har. ^^
I hated highschool. Complete crap time. Why would anybody want to re-do highschool.
I hate highschool. Stupid teachers and all.
wow first i thought
huh thats the long emo post :O it isnt that long after all
but than i noticed the spoiler link
well first of all i have to say that purple really is a nice colour, but i never saw a person completly in purple :O even purple purse *cool*
do you even see a purple belt on a purple dress 😉
It is really nice that you arent emo anymore 😀
From what i read i dont think you have such a bad life
and i never thought you were sad or anything like that
“cheer up… GOD DAMN IT” thats what i would say if you were not already happy right now
but you are already better….
anyway you are still young and you are in super good shape no need to be sad EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ever again is prolly not the way to end that sentence lol
mhhh but you get what i mean???
I agree with shadoking. You look great, are in great shape.
Aging is largely in ones head. Some 25 year olds act much older, have older attitudes.
Young can be a state of mind.
I still run around and play with my three and five year old nieces and nephews. They think of me as the cool uncle.
lol calling me dear 🙂
it kind of has a nice sound to it :O
u look very good in purple
You do look great in purple! 25 year crisis! Sounds a bit over done. Goodness to someone my age you are very young.
30 years is a milestone as one leaves youthful years of few responsibilities behind.
40 years marks the milestone of maturing into the person we have been growing into, ( I hope that makes sense).
50 years – must think about this one, not really different from 40 . . .
except that much life has occured and depending on who one grows or declines as a result of life events can influence whether a person sees being 50 as becoming old, or choosed to love life with a youthful tone, that is being open to change, new food, new friends, new ideas, and becoming trapped in the THATS the was I have always done …yada yada yada.
When I get to 60 I will let you know how that milestone works.
Okay I must get back to work on your BD card.
Have a great weekend and pass a hello to JoRin! 😉
does it mean u are in your 50s?
What gave me away???
women so hard to please right?
You want me send you Barney bed sheets? Haha~ XD
hahaha no i hate Barney wtf.
I always emo nowadays…
I don’t normally leave comments in blog that I read but this post of yours really strikes a chord within me. I mean, do girls really cry that often? I’m a girl and I don’t know how to cry. I mean, of course I cry when I was younger but as I move more and more towards adulthood, I feel the more difficult it is to tear up. I can’t even remember when was the last time I cry.
Even if something’s really sad, I’ll just think, yea, it’s sad but I don’t cry. The closest I could get is my chest gets all tight and my eyes ‘almost’ well up but NEVER tear up, as in tears don’t seem to ever roll down the cheeks, no matter how much I try. Strange, isn’t it?
I think crying is good. At least it’s healthier to let out all the emotions pent up inside rather than surpressing them. Well, not like I have any emotions pent up inside to begin with anyway. =P But I guess what I’m trying to say that it’s okay to cry because some people can’t even tear up.
wooo that’s quite rare because you know the chinese saying, girls are made of water ma so we cry easily! But crying doesn’t mean you are ultra vulnerable, just very emotional and PMSy. lol
But good for you because you sound very emotionally strong! And thanks for your comment. 🙂
oi Barney! nvm; today when i c u i’l go as beebop? beepop? BARNEY’s SISTER!!! hahaha… aihsay, u got toooo used to crying d; that’s The Problem. (In yr heart), don’t believe it crying is normal, look away if u c sthin tht cld trigger yr tear ducts, tickle yrself & go have 2T of ice-cream. GO GO!! Or yr eyes wld b so dry u can’t wear color contacts okay… i’m serious! =PPP
what turf, why u wake up so early. Ok see u later mwahhhhh.
Purple Joline ;p
haha yea purple wig
you’ll come to realize 25 is really a great young age… wait until you hit 35.
just enjoy your 20’s!
haha when i was 16 i oredi started thinking i’m old. it will go on forever one
don’t talk about crisis involving age! :X
haha why!! someone crisis also meh!
When things go wrong,
When tears flow from your eyes,
Just remember 3 things:
1. You’re cute
2. I’m cute
3. They are all ugly
*not i write de,taken from somewhere”
hi angel. 🙂
Yay feeling better.
haha you leh? all good?
i love reading ur blog it’s very genuine. keep it up.
i know how u feel when u just feel like crying.
i feel rather empty to turn at the age of 24 in april.
i started questioning myself on my achievements and what i have out of this 24 years.
i’ve hated birthdays since i was a kid now to make it worst i have no bf to celebrate it with this year.
but it’s okie. crying is good. let the emotions out.
thank you juwita. oh you are april baby also! 🙂
My favourite colour is purple. 🙂
I’m hitting 27 and due to recent completely sucky events I’m starting to wonder whether everything I’ve done so far is worth it.
It doesn’t matter that people look at me and say “but u have dis career… dis social life… dis dis dis dat dat dat”.
So what? SO WAADDDDDDDDDDDD.
ya lo lol thats what i thought sometimes. You are traveling in June ma, look forward to it la 🙂
Hahahah… Ya, dats d only perk up so far.
Excuse the emo rant.
we are same age darling… If you seems didnt achieve much, i will be even far worst.. Well, i really felt that you have acheive what a 25 girl has achieve nowadays…
But nvm la.. u emo emo only.. later happy happy thinking of TK geh.. hahahah
Happy 25th birthday in advance.. ur birthday remind me of my BF bday…falls on the same day..
Cheer up gal
waaa so many people’s bday same as mine. Help me say happy bday to him ok!!
May the best of your past life be the worst of your future! 🙂
You’re worrying that you wouldn’t want to relive any of your past years – why is that so bad? All it means is that things can only get better right? 🙂
i hope so! thank you!
Im feeling emo alot too nowadays 🙁
But i dont really mind crying so much coz its d only way i can feel better, esp when i cant talk to anyone becoz its too personal.
So dont worry k…glad u feel better. Btw, happy birthday in advance! My sis shares bday with u 🙂
Say happy birthday to your sis on 2nd okay! 🙂
when i read the convo, the first name that came up to my mind was kennysia i dunno why.
haha no la not him
i have a car, 26. older then you.
is that supposed to be humble or braggy or complimetary or insulting or merely stating a fact? :/
you are so allright!!
My tears drop about once a month… latest is today…
=( cos of stress…..
stress is bad. dunno how to tell people not to stress T_T
i am turning 21 this May. feel lil bit of sadness. feel old. 16, 17 was history. long long AGO! but 21, entering adulthood…oh,starting to get emo…got to withdraw myself liao la…. *sigh*
ya lo. when i turn 21 i also damn emo. lol
Hope everything goes well for you 🙂
i don’t like people to hug me when i’m crying. i feel worse : S is it really so strange to cry everyday ah, i’ve been doing it since i can remember haha. and i didn’t laugh at the ceiling fan thing because I USED TO DO IT TOO T_T summore i get damn sad when i see ants that cannot lift pieces of food that are too big for them. and stuff like that. but i still kill mosquitoes lol
O.o you are so. weird. i mean we. the ant part i think i did too. and like, old people on the street selling stuff under hot sun, etc. T_T
so weird lo. do you think it could be a condition. :/
I have the urge to buy lots of tissue paper when old people are selling them. Once I bought 50bucks worth of tissue.
ya ya ya!!! but i never so siao go and pay 50 bucks for tissue. wa if you go china or vietnam then very tragic lo?
Awww, i think we all feel that way. I do. I guess its ok to cry. Sometimes, not to get all stuffy and emo all the time tho. Just sometimes we need someone to say its all right 🙂 I know I do all the time, but thats what the bf is there for…HAHAHA, meh so mean :P.
Yeah 25 sucks, I turn 25 too (in Oct) so I still have a few months to feel good about being 24 :P. Altho that’s life *sigh* Happy early birthday tho. 😀 Hope you are planning for something big…another year gone, closer to getting married 😛 ehehehe… *kidding ;)*
I start to love purple ever since my blog is purple 😀
Hey cheesie, I’m in highsch now and I think it won’t be the best time of my life…..hopefully…if not my life would be very pathetic. T.T My primary school was shitty too. Omaaaan.
wa so young. *jealous* you should enjoy it because that MIGHT be the best time of your life!!!
i luv purple too..
and u look gud in it too..
thank you jan 🙂
i jz wana say…
i love you cheesie 😀
T_T why one? what did i do to deserve your love T_T see make me emo again
..oklo u dont deserve it.dont love u liao.i love my bf 😀
i jz wana say…
i love you cheesie 😀
nth to do with this blog post.jz wana say it. =D
Thank you T_T and your monster is red!
ya why izit red T_T
i also wan emo liao.
feeling tht way too. im going 25 next month -_______-
been crying like mad woman like what? 3 months ago? everywhere, even in public, very stoopeed -________-
a bit mixed feeling cos i hate my job
ok lah now i sound like whining :@
so stressed out dunno wth is wrong w me so i googled my symptoms *roll eyes*
1st came up was wikipedia entry abt quarter life crisis http://is.gd/5yM8Z
reading it make back go emo T_______T