I’m slightly annoyed by things that happened after coming back from my holidays. Note that i added the word “slightly” because i sometimes i can’t help but love to exaggerate things. And now i wanna do just the opposite.
Everything is fine, baby.
When i’m upset i create a lot of vagarious capriccio (yea that, too). I don’t know why. Then people will go like, oh, Ringo is losing her pun/funniness. I dunno lo. Something that i used to enjoy doing so much now turned into something that constantly upsets me on a daily basis. I wonder why. And one good friend says, when it feels like that, just think about why you started doing it in the first place, and you might just find the pleasure all over again.
True enough. So I’m gonna try blogging like how i used to blog, three years ago. Waaa it’s been that long.
I wonder why i can’t seem to be content with myself. With things, like wonderful things that came into my life. Why do i constantly think that i deserve better when in fact, i’m already so much better off in relativity. One cannot be innately cynical. What made me what i am now? Humans are such greedy creatures and it disgusts me to the marrows. Yea lo. I think i’m damn disgusting. TT said i need to change. And stop blaming. Because I see my cheesecake as half bitten and not half left.
Okay lo. I shall stop complaining. One efficient way to make myself feel from bitter to better is to count her own blessings right? I will attempt to write 10 la okay.
1. I have friends who adore me (though some whom i, in return, have greatly disappointed, and whom i could never make up the damage i have done, yet they still stay by my side). I’m so blessed.
2. I have the cutest Maltese in the world. I challenge you to beat that. If you win, you can be my dog instead. Muahaha. I’m so blessed.
3. I’m always lucky (i said “always” because i’m just trying to stay positive, because this is a self prep talk right? Wtf). When i played Wii Bowling (note that i have never played a real bowling game in my life, just look at my long nails la) for the first time. I got like, a double turkey. 7 freaking strike wei. Ask Fuad. He can testify. I’m so blessed.
4. I have gorgeous, long, ebony hair. I’m so blessed.
5. I have two hands. Some people only have one. I’m so blessed.
6. My sex tape didn’t leak out like Paris Hilton’s. I’m so blessed. And kidding.
6. I just got a freaking 3.5ml La Mer sample! Who gets luckier than that! Omg i’m so blessed!
7. I had 9A1s for SPM. If you count 1119, that makes 10 A1s. I can’t be that stupid right? Yea i should stop showing off how blessed i am.
8. I’m not rich and I have job(s) that pay pine nuts (peanut is still quite big, eh) but i can still fund my own holidays. Like, yay. Though i so very hope that i have bloody loaded parents of whom i can live off, sending me off to UK to study and give me 500 pounds a week and shit like that. Man, when i was in London i saw and experienced what i’ve been missing all my life. I want to do it now but how? I thought of selling used panties/leggings to raise fund for “Send Poor Cheesie to London” campaign. Anyone interested? Erm… i’m so blessed?
9. I’m losing weight by day, while some people need to fork out RM139 to buy some stupid plums. I need to stop losing weight (i think i probably weigh like 39 now). Ok la Kenko Diet Plum helps a lot but i stop taking it already. If not i might just shrink into an Oompa Loompa. I’m so blessed.
9. I had 9A1s for SPM. Eh shit. I think i wrote about that already.
10. Hmmm, what else ah? Oh yea. That i can still sit here blogging while you’re reading this from your lousy office. Wahahha i’m so blessed!
There. My ten blessings. If you want go ahead and write yours. Am i happier now? Yes? Maybe not.
Gourd. I’m such a bitter god.
Yes… I’m reading in my lousy office *sigh*
haloo blessed cheese!!:)
guess u left something behind in London…
1. I have friends who hates me, they would spit on my face if they have the chance.
2. I love dogs but can’t keep them in my apartment.
3. I’m always unlucky, even randomly picking objective answers for 73 question I can fail the exam on every try.
4. I’m loosing hair!!
5. I have 2 hands also, have 2 feet some more..
There I name 5 only, you feeling any better?!
wow. looks like u have a lot going on there. but if u wanna go UK, u can actually apply for holiday makers visa. i’m doing that also. if u’re interested, u can let me know, i could prolly share a little with u
1.) i have a lousy temper but my friends tolerate me still (:
2.) i am relatively less intelligent and less hardworking but i still managed to pass my exams (though a little better than borderline pass)
3.) i dont have to worry about money issues since both my parents are working.
4.) i have a nice grandmother.
5.) i used to have 2 very cute dogs.
6.) i was a cute baby.
7.) i have a very funny junior who shares the same bdae as me.
8.) i am able to love idols!
9.) i can read korean. though i cannot understand some (most of it).
10.) i have a computer and internet connection!
hihi cheesie,
omg….now only i know u so smart 9A1s? i actually thought u r those pretty gals with no b__in at first..kekek…sorry ya! but wow u r so pretty, nice long black hair, sweet face, nice body and sooo intelligent somemore…hmm…why didn’t u apply scholarship for yr studies in uk wor? or better still find a bf in uk and u can stay and eat foc while studying there…good plan?
hahaha… laughter is the best medicine, hv a good laugh when u feel blue…i like your humour!
I feel so damn inferior right now… you a hot chic with 9A1’s, while i, a guy who’s got no looks, got only 3A’s & a hell lot of B’s & C’s for my SPM… what’s worse, i got no A & even got myself a D in STPM. But nevertheless, i’m still considered blessed as my parents & my friends still keep telling me that i’m not useless & still got a lot of unused arsenals in me… well, just hope everyone around know how blessed they’re, no matter how unfortunate their lives seems to be.
I’m reading from home. Haha. Oh I had 8As, excluding 1119, so your SPM results beat mine.
=P
You’re still funny! I don’t feel that you’re losing your humour and/or pun. =)
just look at that sporean ‘famous’ blogger n u will definitely feel better.
haha.. u’re blessed because im reading your blog.. bwahahaha
1) im reading ur blog from my air conditioned room…
2) im leaving on a vacation for the maldives tomorrow….
3) my hair is more ebony than yours… hehe sorry, but its true! 🙂
4) i dont have a boss… im my own boss and i make a comfortable salary to travel overseas at least once a month
5) im fair… not tanned like cheesie
6) i have a puppy who i think is the cutest and most beautiful puppy in the world… too kawaii to compete to cheesie’s puppy ^o^
7) i recently purchased a…. hermes birkin
8) i am not a supermodel but i can wear a bikini after a huge dinner and still have a flat tummy….
9) i get to bed by 11 and wake up by 8…9 hours of sleep minimum! i should be happy…
10) i have tiny feet size 4-4.5 so i can buy kid’s shoes…. lol save money
About to send you an email to ask about the plums. Shall I not anymore?
“1. I have friends who adore me (though some whom i, in return, have greatly disappointed, and whom i could never make up the damage i have done, yet they still stay by my side). I’m so blessed.”
This shows them to be your true friends, as no matter the damage (which is never unrepairable) they stick with you and stay by your side no matter what happens 🙂
1) my company gives me ESOS, i’m gonna be loaded if the market is good!!!
2) i have many many many many many great frens.
3) my cards are almost burst…but not yet….thank god!
4) my job is great…i travel throughout the country…(almost)
5) my family is great!
6) i am slightly overweight…but i’m tall and have great skin……and very athletic!
7) my recent blood test tells me i’m very healthy…..no AIDS…(not that i’m at risk 😛 hahah)
8) i get many loyal supporters at work……all my subordinates love me…….
9) somebody up there still loves me…for i’ve had so many near (tragic) death incidents!
10) i am a cheeserfan. that counts for something, right?
Quite an emo post. Anyway, my piece of thought goes like this.
It is ok for us to be not contenting with what we have. However, blaming certainly is not to come with it if we fail to get what we want. Instead, fight for it and look at the brighter side. Read your same old story book – ‘who had stolen my cheese’. BTW, my A’s is as much as yours, haha!
steph: Wow! your own boss, overseas trip once a month….bikini-ready, and a HERMES bikini!!?? i didnt know they have bikinis…..but sure must kick ass one!
Hey dearie,I think tat u should really put on some weight.U look thin.
You are smart, gorgeous, funny and talented, U already got everything. 🙂
1) I have a husband whom I adore and hate at the same time
2) A job that pays me enough to survive and I get to idle most of the time
3) My current colleagues are great and we cover each others back
4) I am a mix Chinese with sharp features
5) I am not so intelligent but my hb still tolerates me
6) I have friends that I can hang out with
7) I have Cheesie’s Blog to read which helps me to pass my time at work
8) I have good parent-in-laws
9) I have a hb that chauffeurs me, my mum and friends around
10) I will be more bless if I able to have a baby soon, we are still trying
i am blessed because :
a) i have great parents
b) i am a student at the moment so do not need to think about money
c) i have kor kor and jiejies out there to “sayang” me
d) i have black long hair (but not as pretty as jiejie)
e) i can read and leave messages on jiejie cheesie’s blog without any complains from anyone
f) i can visit jiejie cheesie’s blog since my Mum said it is ok to do so
g) and many many more!
My my. Oompa Loompa. Haha. Good one.
By the way, just out of curiousity, what is your job? Please hopefully you are not an accountant.
can’t believe someone is as moody as i am now. ouch. but your blog is still fun to read. i’m blessed. you’re blessed.
i feel bress already reading this …:D
I envy no2 on your list ….
😛
Hey thank you guys for the droppings. I just gave my hair a new look today. Feeling better! Don’t worry it’s still ebony. 🙂
Penny: Haha. At least you get to read blogs in an office! =P
a shen: wei hows new job ah? Happy? 🙂
z: a pair of old shoes!
stephen: lol omg it works haha! Thanks for your comment. 🙂
Calv: Thanks calv but not anytime soon. Good luck to you anyway! 🙂
jmmmm: Are you still cute? Wahahha. Hey i like your no 10. I wanna add that into my list too. =P
bobochacha: That also lucky only. My luck so geng until it gives me 9A1s. Wahaha. I did receive a scholarship for my uni. Not in Uk though, unfortunately.
yang: Thanks! =)
Hayabusa: it’s great you can appreciate good things in life! 🙂
Karyn: Thank you Karyn! *wipes tears*
jeff: If Wendy is who you’re talking about i dont see why. She’s a very very happy girl from what i can see. =)
Patricia: Of course dearie! =)
steph: lol good for you! But my feet are smaller than yours. I can fit in size 3. =)
Ping: lol why ah. It works like magic.
Porkie: Yea i know. Thanks Porkie.
sheon: Waaa i like your number 10! =P
jam: Ya lo. always easier to say then do. But in understand geh.
Ying Bin: Trying to!
Karen: Grass is always greener on the other side ma. But yea thanks, though don’t exactly with everything you wrote =P
Rosemary: You lucky girl. *weeps at number 7* good luck to the baby thing. *passes some luck to rosemary*
Misha Pie: Hey sweetie! I tried to access your blog but seems like it’s on limited access. Regarding statement F, thank you Mommy Misha. =P
jyusiang: I’m doing freelance a bit here and there la. Need a steady job.
zthon: Cheesh thanks. Don’t moody la. Eat more cheese!
x: woa woa cute what!
Very good blogger specially angel fly, bright sense of care :p
jeijie cheesie .. you can access to my blog already … it was PRIVATE during last week BUT now everything is back to normal 🙂
I agree with the above! What a show off tho… my turn to show off then: I’ve got my straight A’s in A-Levels, got some kind of sponsorship to go to London to study and just TODAY I will be graduating in Royal Albert Hall! Somehow, that’s the least of my blessings, so do let your imagination run wild, if it makes you feel any better mwahhaha..
oh. and i’ve got benji too. beat that, you
shmucksmart cheese 😉Peter: eh?
Misha: Yay! Good to read again 🙂
chris: GO AWAY!
‘Cos hor, you said “I’m losing weight by day, while some people need to fork out RM139 to buy some stupid plums” 😛
Wanna shed some weight off tummy, think can work ah the plums?
Ping: Oh. Works like magic like i said. I get the supplier to contact you la. 🙂
Hey, you’re not losing your funniness. I still enjoy reading your blog. 🙂
Thanks Joanne. 🙂
1. I am in Japan and my hotel has internet. Phew.
2. And someone is joining you soon.
Cheesie..pine nuts are more expensive than peanuts – in Australia anyway.
Richie: Eh. Pine nuts here cost like, peanuts. Erm. sounds wrong. -_-
woa woa wants someone to play with 😛
it’s london for me in jan if all things go according to plan… hope to visit my uni then… will certainly be going down memory lane.
The future depends on what u do from now onwards and not what u have/have not in the passed. shame no u for still hoping that u could live off your parents wealth… and hoping that u have loaded parents–arent u worry that u might hurt your parents feeling by saying that?!
you might be a smart girl, but without wisdom u’ll not be able to put all these smartness into good use… get it? And wisdom is acquired meaning u need to go thru some obstacles to obtain it ,unlike knowledge where u can just read it from books.
cheesie–> size 3?! whoa i didnt know man. scary.. must look really wierd… hehe adult body with child’s feet… hahha hard to imagine. but cheesie still kawaii la inspite of this strangeness…. ^o^
1. I have a GF who wont marry me.
2. I have a new room, but no furniture.
3. I have friends who never call me.
4. I have online friends who dont read my blog.
5. I have two left feet so i am always tripping.
6. I can cook, as long as you like it burnt.
7. I have a driver to take me to work evryday as long as I pay my bus fare (i so hate commuting).
8. My favorite football team is 6 and 1. I dont get to watch much.
9. My new job is great, just dont tell my boss.
10. I have family who care about me, as long as I can help them out.
LOL i feel better.
I used to have a open to public blog but have changed it to a private blog now because I felt like most things that I write in it is really what I felt and i just wanna express it and at the end I found out there’s a lot of complains in it. Sigh…I need more friends to talk to. I have no luck in having a friend that I can really hang out with and talk to. I have lots of friends but none are best friends that we share everything with each other. My friends are either too childish or hypocrite(hate!!!).
I wish I could be bless with friends.
Kelvin, when i was young, i always wished that i had loaded parents too. It’s everyone’s dream to born into a rich family. When she was younger, Ringo did not waste any of my money attending tuition class, nor did she study at home, but she always brought many As back home from school. After graduation at 17, she started doing part time jobs and have since then never asked a single cent from me. In my opinion not many people can do that. What about you, how old did you start to stop living off your parent’s wealth? =)
1. i scored 4As in STPM but you still beat me in SPM
2. my room at the office faces the lake but i’ll be moving next year
3. i got 10 fingers when i almost lose 1 when i was a kid
4. i don’t have a dog but i can smell “fresh” dog poop every morning and don’t have to scoop it
5. my office didn’t block your blog
6.my office’s cafeteria food sucks, so i save a lot from eating as little as i can during lunch and it helps me to maintain my weight too.
7. i am never invited to parties but are always forced to go to parties
8. i was fully sponsored to do my degree. Now i have to be a slave for my sponsor.
9.i am going for an oversea holiday next month
10.i am still alive and reading your blog
Oh no.. I’m reading this from my lousy office! Having my lunch break now.. lol.. =Þ
i have your no5… i am blessed too.
Cheesie, may i know how much is your air fare to london?
Jasmine: I paid RM2999. I’m so blessed.
hoi~~~i am fine here..
hope u are great too..i think you are, right?
since u are a super blessed cheese now.:D
Hi cheesie!
how in the hell do u manage to get 39kg?!!!
it’s either i’m fat or i have bloody heavy bones!
i’m 50 here!
vss3t: Eat Kenko Diet Plum! (commercial time) lol. 🙂
…Cheesie, I’m sure you KNOW that for your height (I’m assuming you’re around 5″5 – 5″7 based on your photos) that 39KG is WAY WAY too unhealthy. Please don’t promote the stick-thin unhealthy image on your blog! 🙁 Even if you’re not the height I assumed – 39KG is too light to be healthy for a growing twenty-something year old.
Please PLEASE don’t lose any more weight. It’s obsessively unhealthy and I hope your realise that, my dear.
Excuse me, but who says Cheesie is promiting stick-thin image? can you tell me anywhere she has said that? She actually is trying to gain weight. Please don’t come in here from no where and try n accuse her of that..its totally uncalled for.
To Porkie,
Based on the fact that Cheesie said that she is “blessed” because she is losing weight and she weighs 39KG. If I interpreted that wrongly, my apologies. I certainly don’t mean to accuse Cheesie of anything. And my apologies to Cheesie for interpreting you so wrongly and failing to read your meaning correctly; feel free to delete my comment.
But to be honest, 39KG is no where near healthy for a girl Cheesie’s age and height – unless she is like 4″5 which is not very possible.
i can’t help to feel irritated when i read this post… but to feel blessed is a good thing. it’s positive thinking, which i truly believe in. and don’t start to ask me what i’m blessed for
Eyanne: Noooooooooo way i’m that tall lol. I know i know… 🙁 I’m desperately trying to gain back some weight. Thanks for your concern 🙂
Is it just me but why did I feel that steph’s comments were very very sarcastic? Why did steph have to deliberately mentioned that she had darker hair than cheesie, that she was “not tanned like cheesie”, but then said that cheesie was strange because cheesie’s feet was smaller than hers?
*shrug*
You (used to?) get a lot of free tickets from popstar-lookalike suitors. Blessed indeed!