Sometimes when i think of it it is quite sad. Especially writing an advert like this. I am a very impulsive person. When i feel like i need a companion, i will need a companion right now. Like now. Like, now. NOW.
When i screw up my lunch or whatever (few days ago i threw away a whole pot of pork ribs hamchoy soup because it tasted like sea water, because i never soak the hamchoy before throwing them all in, but how turf should i know?) i feel like i need a lunch buddy, right now. Like, now. I dunno about you. But sometimes i scroll through my entire phonebook, hundreds of contacts and i couldn’t even think of one (1, satu, ichi, yat) person who can have lunch with me. So it is quite the sad.
I’m just crap at maintaining a relationship. Whatever sort of relationship. Family. Friends. Love. Dog. Bloody hell. My dog don’t even listen to me anymore. I supposed it has something to do with my lack of ability to make an effort.
Honestly, i don’t. I do not know why. There was this one time i was sharing my sentiments with a girl friend. I miss her, and would very much love to see her, but i just don’t make the effort to arrange something. I think like, “oh, if she wants to hang out with me, she’ll call.” And the thing is, she’s exactly the same type of person. She thinks like, “Oh, if she’s free, she’ll give me a buzz.”
It’s just like a guy who doesn’t make an effort to call, you just wouldn’t know, would you? So we end up not talking to each other for a long while, wondering why we haven’t talked each other for a long while.
I just suck at this whole… friend thing.
And i really wish i was a duck. (Or a swan. Sounds prettier. Whatever.) And all my friends were ducks. We wake up, just follow each other, find seaweed to eat for breakfast, rest under the same shade, shag each other, then call it a day. Ok, maybe not shag each other. Anyway. Simple. No guessing guessing. No careful careful about feelings. No need so fan.
I mean! I really miss all my friends, and i want to tell them, sometimes if i don’t call them, it doesn’t mean i don’t think about them, you know? I’m just not very much the… hey wazzup yo let’s hang out person, you know.
Lately i met many nice people, who are very very nice to me, and i wonder why i haven’t been able to make any effort to be nicer to everyone. i really should!
Anyway. Change topic.
I’m on this super mission to fill up a great friendship wall with memorable pictures.
This is mine.
It is called the Got X, Got Friends photowall.
Apart from serving you great memory, it also puts you in a contest where 15 of the most creative photos are selected each week, and giving away prizes likeXbox 360, Blackberry Storm, a limited edition Celcom Broadband MTV World Stage modem.
Just upload a photo straight from your comp, or upload it via facebook, or upload it to MeTV via MMS. I share some of my uploaded photos. ^^
There are 4 categories:
In “Out And About”
In “Love & BFF”
Try it out yourself at Got X, Got Friends. Remember to upload between 8-13 August because you and your friend might win chance to party like a rockstar with Pop Shuvit in Japan!!!
Have fun, you got friends!! ^^
well, altho its an ad but no comments abit the lonely…so i comment!!
And i absolutely do not mind being your lunch buddy…lunch sometime soon? =p
eeh i read the first part so interesting but when i continued reading i realised it’s sort of like an advertorial post or sth like that, so saddening 🙁
cheesie update about your current life and pixies!!!
advertorial also can be sentimental one ok! 😥
i know ur blog from microworkers.com (yeah, such a lame way to find a nice blog like yours)..and soon after i landed here, i started to read the entire blog..hehe..
btw, i felt the same way like u about maintaining relationship with other ppl, im not an anti-social, but its kinda really hard for me also to just asking ppl out and say hi, and lets hang out like dat..(i found it really hard to do dat even with own my bestfriend)
well, i adore ur personality cheesie! 🙂
again!!!!! OK CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS MICROWORKERS THINGIE OREDI.
yOU GOT ME~~ LOLZ 😯
why never put ur blog. your duck shit green paiseh is it.
I have the exact same problem!! T_T
sigh… now i’m feeling guilty of not having close friends too, i mean, i really do need to mark up on my way of treating friends, especially i’m here in uk, totally lonely 🙁
u not coming back?
Complain complain complain..get over it lah. If cheesie writes advertorials..she writes advertorial..so what. Still an interesting read. Makes me wonder if the complainers know anything about being a professional blogger or not.
:S i didnt make that claim
i like your “got ipod” look… 🙂
i’m a celcom subscriber, now better known as a reluctant celcom subscriber, coz i think celcom neglects the post-paid users in terms of benefits and freebies. Xpax gets all the good stuff. damn!!
haha! non celcom user also can use what!
you’ve got some really interesting pictures there…waiting for your bali post 😐
believe it or not;
i have the exact same problem with friends & relationship;
you can give me the complex maths or science questions;
& i can try to solve it with all my might.
but coming to feelings, & relationships;
i just cant to solve them, even if i put in all my might.
there was one quiz, that they ask me to match my friends with colours that remind me of them;
there were only 5 colours;
yet, there were only like 3 names pop-ed out in my mind.
then i realise, “what’s wrong with me?”
emo shit! LOL.
there’s lots that cares & loves you; (:
haha i played the color game before also!!! but that was 5 guy’s name. i also can hardly think of any. fml.
your pic with keju is cute, got cheese and fruits…..and mustache! LOL 😆
haha ya. forgot to shave.
but I think my main issue is that I’m just lazy to make any effort!! 😥 I used to make so much more effort but nowadays I just want to laze around at home!! Worse still, having an overseas bf makes me stay at home EVEN more.
i click over to the site, and saw thousands and 1 tiny pics…and there’s 1 that attracted me to click on to have a closer look…guess what? ya! it’s you! Got Com LOL!
I’m not in there, I sulk!
Welcome to the world of human relations! Thousands of books, and relationship expert interviews are everywhere. You just told all of why this continues, and always will, occupy much of our time and interest.
“I’m just crap at maintaining a relationship. Whatever sort of relationship. Family. Friends. Love. Dog. Bloody hell. My dog don’t even listen to me anymore. I supposed it has something to do with my lack of ability to make an effort.”
For many years, far to many, I had similar thoughts.
Human relations are not simple. Every one wants to have friends, to be loved by someone.
The problem is when we are young, and even not so young, love is often confuse with lust, or just for the moment. We settle for Mr. or Ms. Rightnow rather than being patient and selective while looking for Mr. Right or Ms. Right.
I know, in my past I have been the toad so many women would despise, and for one wonderful women, I became her prince. Even that did not happen in a day, week or month.
I have been married for some years now. The growth together, struggels together, the great ups and great downs in relations, one finds all is part of growing.
Several factors make a lasting relationship. Real sincere love, (no lust here – no quickies), the slow growth of a real lastsing loving relationship flies in the face of TV series, movies and mini-dramas. Here is one case where life rarley mimics art.
Hmm, this is much to long, thanks for reading this! 😳
Ringo do remember you are admired around the world. Your life will oneday change.
I look forward to the special day. Only no one, even you know when that special day will occur.
You are not without friends, and you should never feel alone.
my prob is, i hav put so much efforts on my female frens, but non on my guy frens~!! but i muz say i hav no intention on those gals, seriously.. i juz feel comfortable hanging out wif them, that’s it.. n bcoz i’m juz not into guy’s topic: racing, soccer, finance, politics etc., so i dunno how 2 handle the situation when they talked about these topics n i dunno how 2 response.. ❓
n well, this has pissed my life partner off, so much.. i thk it’s normal thou, bcoz i dun thk there is any gal out there can tahan her bf/hubby always hangout wif whole bunch of gals.. right?
Give ME a buzzZ……. Anytime!
randomly surfing the blogs..and bump into yours!
When i read thru this post… I totally have the same kind of situation and feeling!!
press down the whole phone book but still couldn’t get 1 to call… that happens to me too..!
kinda sad! live like a hermit..haha~
but anyway, u;re pretty!!