February 3, 2012 in Senti-Emmental

i literally kneeled down and thanked every single god i ever know existed in history books and my memory. Including Christopher Nolan. And Chuck Norris. You know, just in case.


If you know me well enough you know that i don’t do this god stuff. Except maybe Cheesus Crust. During pizza time. But i do believe in fate. And i also almost believed that it was my fate that i’m destined to be foreveralone, and that it was my trade off for having other rare privileges. Life is not perfect and i understood and wanted to accept it.

But secretly i prayed so hard. To every god i ever know existed in history book and my memory. Sometimes in multiple languages. Just to up my chances.

And then one day, (one of the) god(s) must have been really bored. He picked up my prayer hotline and answered it.

So, if you guys must know, i have met someone.

*waves hands up and down to silence gasps*

I know right. Just a couple of months ago i was lamenting and whining about my lack of luck in relationship. I must have made so much noise that even gods couldnt tahan anymore wtf.

Right, god?

I’d also like to take this opportunity to make a public apology for calling you Scumbag God. I take that back now. Here are ten thousand witnesses. *cues virtual nods* Unless you are going to tell me you didn’t do it. The aliens did. Then my accusation stands. Unless, of course, you are actually aliens.

So God/Aliens, thank you for letting me meet someone who is so sweet it made me tear.

Someone who gives me so much without asking what’s in for him in return.

Someone whom i didn’t immediately friendzone just because he is nice. (Guys, i’m here to restore your hope: Effort pays off).

Someone who has touched me in ways that nobody has ever had. (my heart la, don’t simply think.)

Someone who lets me know how much more i am worth and how much better i deserve to be treated, after all those guys who were only willing to make half-ass effort which made me believe that that was the best i could ever ask for.

Someone i fell in love with.

Now i am quite terrified by this sudden strike of luck. I am so used to working hard for everything i want: money, security, respect, popularity, lifestyle. And i obtained them. By working hard for it. Except love. I guess it is not something you can get by just putting all your heart sweat and blood in. At least it didn’t work for me.

So i wonder what i did to deserve this luck. Like, what’s the catch? What do i have to sacrifice in exchange for this new found fortune? Because all i did was public whining and self-pitying and maybe a little bit of a mix of desperate waiting and praying. Unless those are counted as effort. But i did maybe in passing made some vague statement to god/aliens that i was willing to give up other things in life for love. Ok shit me, i announced it on my blog. :X

So now i am scared shitless. But happy. Shitlessly happy.

I don’t know what will happen, because nobody knows. Except maybe Chuck Norris. That’s why i still try to talk to him sometimes. Maybe there will be a happy ending, maybe there will not. It is way too soon to talk about forever right now.

But all i know is that for now i am not alone, and i know that this will work, because i want it to.

Because man, he is a catch so great imma buy fucking gunny sack and thick ropes and scotch tapes and metal chain wtf.

FML this shit just got real.

I know la. Now you’re all like, pic or didn’t happen!!!!

You guys are probably right. Maybe I’m totally making this up.

67 responses to “#fornownotalone”

  1. mela says:

    If you are not making this up, I am pleased for you 😀

  2. Kf says:

    *check calendar* *3/2/2012* *phew, not april fool*

    ok, picts please or didn’t happen =D

  3. Confeitoiren says:


    but on second thought are y trying to fuck with my mind?

  4. FionaChan says:

    😀 I’m happy for you. Pictures when you’re ready! 😀

  5. lovepixie says:

    wow.. must be the new dragon year that u got luck in relationships n love

  6. wen says:

    😈 so this is that BIG SECRET you said you will bribe us! jia yu!

  7. b345t says:

    Dont fuck it up 😉
    Romantic love is just great at first but then what really matters is commitment/trust and murtual respect and the ability to make each other laugh
    Thats what I have found and fucked up on a few occassions due to thinking that there may be be something better around the corner
    New watch, new car, new woman it means nothing
    Just stick with what is good
    Fingers crossed that you have found everything

  8. Purple Eevee says:

    So happy for you! 🙂 Don’t worry about bad things, some people can’t believe at how lucky they are and always think something bad has to happen. Remember that your focus is your reality

  9. Christina says:

    Glad that you found love Cheesie! You worked hard for the things you wanted, now love is coming your way ^^ Please be happy!

    xx THT Christina

  10. aud says:

    did you remember to thank morgan freeman??

  11. zOee says:

    Congrats Cheesie! I believe you didn’t make this up =) Happy for you ~~ :cheh:
    Last but not least… pics please!!! 😀

  12. cal says:

    hope it works out for you!

  13. Ashley says:

    Congrats! So happy for you but a bit jelly too, nao that you have everthing in life! 😀

  14. Coco says:

    Omedeto, Cheesie!

    I am happy for you~ 😀

    Nao your life is kanpeki! 😈

    Looking forward to read more about your new love and also photos of both of you together.

    They’ll definitely make my day, just like all your posts.

  15. Dealy says:

    Congrats Cheesie 😀 I hope it lasts superb long. We don’t need a picture to believe you. Some people are maybe shy 🙂

  16. melody says:

    i think its Trueeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
    Happy happy happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

  17. Choo says:

    *squeaaaak* She’s finally in wuv! Congratulations!!! GAMBATTE! (I smiled 360° when I read this!) ^∇^

  18. hitomineko says:

    LOL ~

    I would love to see the pixx~ But regardless.. I do believe u !! ^^

    xoxo HitomiNeko xoxo
    i’m hosting a GIVEAWAY ^^

  19. Jace says:

    😆 congrats~~

  20. sue anne says:

    shitlessly happy :D!

  21. Courtney says:

    So happy for you I nearly peed myself! 😯 -> -> -> ->

    …ok no, I nearly peed myself because 4 cups of tea and no pee break, but…CLOSE ENOUGH!

    So THAT’S why you started dressing sexier, oooOooOoOoh!!

    Happy for you!!!

  22. jilliancat says:

    Dear Cheesie, still remember you went for Koi Omikuji (Love Fortune Paper) and you’ve got what you wanted? 😛 Maybe you don’t have to sacrifice anything, because this Dragon year is probably your lucky year!

  23. yenshann says:

    happy for you! hope this happens to me too ^^

  24. Amanda says:

    Pic or it didn’t happen! Awww, wish you both all the best. So sweet and happy for you. Pic soon we hopes. x

  25. Loversville says:

    Hey congrats 🙂 welcome to the loversville community…hehe

  26. YannJoo says:

    Have been supporting you under the ground & this is the 1st time leave a cheese for you. Have a blessed wonderful year ahead Cheesy! #youwillnotbeforeveralone# I believe.

  27. X says:

    Sincerely shitlessly happy for you. T-T
    Valentines’ is coming, enjoy it!! 😀

    While, I’m just going to be #foreveralone here. /cues sad bgm/

    Love you, girl! You deserve all these happiness, hence don’t worry abt what you need to pay back. (;

  28. ash says:

    if this is real, i’m genuinely happy for you!!!! 🙂 🙂

    i felt so much when you wrote about the foreveralone thing cos you said everything i felt about relationships and love.

    now for my fornownotalone….

  29. Hanie says:

    Perhaps omikuji are accurate! I sort of had a hunch that you might have found someone when I read that post and it turns out to be so!

  30. jodie says:

    pics or it didn’t happen, yes yes!
    but congrats yo! no longer foreveralone!
    i personally don’t really care about partners tbh i reckon i’m friendless alr and couldn’t care less =.= hahaha

    together forever yo 🙂 congrats again anyway!

  31. Cookie says:

    Congratulations and all the best Cheesie!

  32. b345t says:

    of course it wont last unless one of you makes the commitment to move

    And that if you become a star, people are going to go to see you. If you remain an actor, they’re going to go and see the story you’re in.
    Morgan Freeman
    You are a star
    Hey! put some prayers in for the rest of us!! NAO! (+:

  33. dunno_ying says:

    congratz Cheesie! maybe someday we will see a fashion blog post bout couple shirt. 😆

  34. Ben McC says:

    Awesome news! Very happy for you. 🙂

  35. Woohoo…..congrats, Cheesie!! Could it be Henry Golding? I wish you and him are a pair!! You’ll make a lovely power couple together. 💡 Wishing you all the best. Just enjoy the journey and let everything falls in place in time. Go Cheesie!! 😈

  36. b345t says:

    It isnt real

    as you know

  37. shasha says:

    congrats chessiieee 🙂

  38. babyesther says:

    Congratz chesie! 😉
    You’re not alone now. 🙂

  39. Cheesie says:

    Show my flag!!!!!

  40. babyesther says:

    He’s a taiwanese? =O 🙂

  41. Hana says:

    Congrats!! I hope it all works out for you!!!

    And don’t worry, if you’re willing to work so hard for everything else in your life, you can definitely make this work! Can’t wait to hear more about it~ 😈

  42. Gin says:

    is it the one i met? wtf


    or damn fast ada lagi. WTF.

    Kaypoh x 10

  43. Ferlyn says:

    Omg! #paktor like a boss! 😆 so happy for u!

  44. Alvis York says:

    <3 New Follower :blush: but nevertheless Congrats!~ Japanese! 🙄 ~ The one who sent you goods from Tokyo? :3 😀

  45. fiona says:

    Is it japanese? Oh cheesie please don’t keep us in suspense =p

  46. janice says:

    love happens when you least expect it 🙂

  47. Loversville says:

    Yeah very true… love happens when you least expect it 🙂

  48. Congratulations~! 😉

  49. David says:


    So many romances gone bad have left you a bit skittish.

    Everyone desires love. Often one finds that search for love, and elusive and hard to catch type causes great ups and downs.

    Have you found that after falling in love that everyday reality is not as exiting as the hunt for love?

    Your growing pains while unique to you, have been experienced in one way or another by just about everyone reading your post.

    Perhaps you should a little more about God. Tryiing to ask dieties you know little about or really have no belief in will earn you little in gains.

    Learn a bit about the origins of Love. The depths of love and what miracles real and true love can bring in ones life.

    We all wish you well.


  50. Nina says:

    yey to no friendzone february!

    somehow this reassures me that wishes do come true. peace and love miss cheesie! 😉

  51. Glow says:

    You deserve ALL the love ^^ congrats yo!~ n thank you for not friendzoning a good guys ^^

  52. M says:

    CONGRATS! =DDD. Hahaa is he in this photo? =P =). http://yfrog.com/oduotdj If so, you guys look great together! =D Great things do happen to good people! =)

  53. Ann says:

    Hi Cheesie,

    I was just catching up on your blog, and I have to tell you that reading this really made my day. I just turned 25 (okay, I know not that old, but still scary!) and all my friends found happiness with another person. I have never been lucky in love. I have been trying to get myself to deal with the fact that I may end up #foreveralone and be okay with that. But, it’s hard. I get so bitter, and tired with how shitty men are. So, thank you for letting us know, because if the super busy, sweet, Cheesie can find a nice guy, I have a little more faith than I did yesterday. I wish you the best, and everything you desire in life!


  54. Vee says:

    Dear 2012 Cheesie,
    Don’t worry, you marry this guy and have a baby boy and everything works out perfectly.
    A reader from the future.

    • cheesie says:


      But… thank you for this comment. It made me smile. And touched. And made me realize indeed how crazy lucky i am. THANK YOU.

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