Ganbatte Koyuki

January 25, 2010 in Cheddie&Pets

Dear Koyuki,

When you greeted mommy yesterday with joy, you cannot imagine how happy mommy felt.

I thought you were angry with me because i abandoned you at this horrible place full of sick animals. And i’m so sorry to make you feel like one of them. You must have thought that mommy don’t want you anymore. I’m so so sorry i cannot bring you home, because you could die without the supportive system.

I thought you will never want to look at me anymore because i made you suffer. You were throwing up non-stop and you refused to eat at all. I can imagine. Mommy was sick before too, but you suffered so much more. I am so sorry there wasn’t anything more i could do. I’m sorry i cried too, i know it made you feel worse.

But you wagged your tail today. And you whined.Your whining has never sound more like a chime bell from heaven. I would want to hear it every single day now.

And you looked happy to see me.

And i knew that you still love me.

I’m sorry you still have to be on drips. Your left foot is all bruised because of the needle and it broke my heart. They had to switch the drips to your right foot and now your right foot is swollen to an abnormal size. My heart was broken dunno how many times already. It must be painful. 🙁 I’m so so sorry. I really wish i could help you share the pain.

Every other day the nurse will have to poke a needle into your limb and i know it hurts. I know you don’t like people touching your feet anymore. But just hang in there for a little while more please? I promise it will be over soon, and mommy will bring you home. I’m sure you are excited to see your new toilet! It is all netted now so you won’t dirty your paws when you pee. 🙂

I’m so glad you are eating now. Mommy was so worried you were gonna be skinny bitch like mommy. You are all skin and bones now. Please eat more, there are new snacks waiting for you at home. Hint hint cheese topping! Bought all the way from Japan. 🙂

Just a while more, Koyuki. Doctor says if you stop vomiting and diarrhea and pass out nice stool, you can come home! So give everyone nice poo see ok!

Yesterday, mommy was at Desa Park City, and i saw this beautiful husky who looks just like you. Brown nose, piercing blue eyes, copper coat. Running freely around the park. Except much bigger and all grown up. I felt all overwhelmed inside. I wanted to go hug him wtf. I can imagine you look exactly like that in a few months’ time. I want to see you grow up like him too. A beautiful adult husky. I want to see you run.

I want that day to come.

And i just want you to know mommy loves you very, very much.

Mommy will be waiting for your return, no matter how long it takes.

143 responses to “Ganbatte Koyuki”

  1. suanie says:

    auntie suanie loves you also.

  2. Hayley says:

    I’m so relieved to hear that sweet Koyuki is doing better. Hope she can come home soon! She’s adorable even when very sickly, btw.

  3. Renee says:

    Ganbatte ne Koyuki! 😉

  4. Joann says:

    she’s adorable. <3 ganbatte koyuki!! 😉

  5. shereen says:


    Get Well Soon Koyuki!

  6. dblchin says:

    Awww… that’s sweet! Hope doggy b well soon!

  7. eiko-chan says:

    Ganbatte Koyuki! Hope to see you and play with you again (^^ )! Fighting!~

  8. Jillian says:

    I guess we all can say “Phew~” that she’s alright. X)

  9. sweesan says:

    omg it really breaks my heart to see sick dogs.. my dog once had severe tick fever and nearly had to get blood transfusion cause he was just peeing his red blood cells.. Lucky thing is he’s strong and he recovered soon enough.. I’m sure Koyuki will be back very soon.. Ganbatte ! 🙂

  10. Simon Seow says:

    Get well soon 小雪ーチャン。 たくさん食べ物を食べてください。

  11. Yvonne says:

    glad that she’s getting better, ganbatte koyuki! and cheesie too!

  12. meili says:

    aww…this is so sweet n touching….may koyuki get well super soon k! =D u2..take good care of yourself so u can take good care of koyuki!! * hugz*

  13. aJ says:

    get well soon koyuki~~ ^_^

  14. zachary says:

    lovely letter 2 koyuki.. veri touching~ hang in there~!!

  15. KY says:

    uncle KY oso loves you, koyuki!

  16. summer says:

    get well soon

  17. Big Cow says:

    awww… that’s such a sweet and touching post 🙂 i hope Koyuki will continue to fight and get stronger 🙂 ganbatte Koyuki! 🙂

  18. ShaolinTiger says:

    *hugs to #koyukiganasbitch* we miss you!

  19. ericyong77 says:

    wah lau wtf 15 mins n there are 20 comments already?????????

  20. cheesie says:

    Thank you everyone. 🙂

  21. Myhorng says:

    OMG~ i’m speechless. u will be back to koyukiganasbitch in no time.

  22. Jeslene says:

    Get well soon Koyuki! (hugs both cheesie and Koyuki)

  23. Nina says:

    Happy that you are doing better right now 😀

  24. Cris says:

    My eyes was wet reading this post.
    get well soon koyuki!!
    lots of love!

  25. Jessy says:

    I almost cried when I was reading this.
    Glad that she is feeling better now. 🙂 Hope she’ll recover real soon 😉

  26. G!ne says:

    I’m sure Koyuki knows how much you love her!!
    Hope she gets well soon!!
    So U and her will be happy!! ^^

    Jiayou Koyuki & Cheesie!! 😉

  27. lyss says:

    im so happy for this post 🙂 i was waiting for a post on koyuki just praying tht she’s glad tht she’s getting better :))

    • June says:

      me too! I hv been checking here frequently to see if there’s any update on Koyuki!
      so glad that she is better now! 😉

  28. Yalta says:

    husky is so strong. koyuki will be able to make it through. i’m so happy to see that she’s better now. 🙂

  29. moli says:

    i’m so happy that Koyuki is eating now. Glad that she is recovering. She’ll recover real soon 🙂

    Get well soon Koyuki!!!

  30. melody says:

    Phew! I’m soo relieved she’s better already!!!
    Happy happy happy!!
    A really touching post!!!
    Lots and lots of love for koyuki!!!
    Go go jia you!!!!

  31. sweewon says:

    I came back here everyday for the past few days with dread of seeing bad news. Heart skipped a beat when I saw Koyuki’s name in today’s post.

    Good to hear that she’s healing! Congrats, congrats Cheesie 🙂

  32. yumii says:

    we all love you, Koyuki!!! please be well soon and come home to your mommy!!! we want to see you cam-whore more with your mommy!!!! =D eat more and be a fat bitch!!! hehe glad to see that you are doing well, both you and your mommy. 😀

  33. JD says:

    Everything going to be fine and it’s glad to hear that she’s doing well. All the best Koyuki-chan!

  34. Ying Bin says:

    Yay,I’m so happy tat Koyuki is better.Ganbatte neh! 😆

  35. Lyn says:

    yey ur doggie is doing better. i can imagine how happy she is eating again.

  36. DeeDee says:

    I feel like crying ady. 😥
    Get well soooon

  37. melo says:

    woah tears welled in my eyes while reading ur post T_T
    koyuki’s the luckiest dog alive :DD
    all the best to you and Koyuki!! :mrgreen:

  38. Lihwern says:

    Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww! He will be back soon 😀

  39. Porkie says:

    This is news everyone has been wanting to hear 🙂

  40. Sharon says:

    aww get well soon Koyuki and grow up to be a happy and healthy husky!! 😀

  41. cheesie says:

    Thanks everyone sorry can’t reply everyone here.

  42. Kessie says:

    I can’t wait to see the grown up Koyuki!!! Koyuki, you jia you!

  43. Xiaopei says:

    Awww… 😥
    The healthy and noisy Koyuki will resume 🙂

  44. ashley says:

    We’ll all be cheering for you, Koyuki~!!! Best wishes to you and your mommy! Jia you~! Poms poms for you * 😀 *
    No worries on the reply. I guess everyone just wanna cheer and give their best wishes to Koyuki 😉

  45. cass says:

    she’ll be fine! Btw, did they shave off, fur? on the leg.

  46. Calista says:

    Stay strong Koyuki!!!! Everyone will be praying for you and Cheesie Mommy!! =D

  47. val says:

    my dog wouldn`t eat after her operation and i cried like mad.
    can`t imagine how it`s like for you.
    hope she gets well soon! 🙂

  48. tamstar says:

    i am so so so glad she is on the way to recovery. those blue eyes have spark, i know she can do it! make sure to spoil her rotten when she gets home 🙂 gotta fatten her up, right?!

  49. LYN says:

    stay strong, both of ya 🙂 all the best!

  50. Jiayi says:

    Glad to know that Koyuki is recovering! Spoil her when she’s home so she will forget about all the pain she went through 🙂

  51. David says:


    I am so happy for you and Koyuki!! !

    The two photos are adorable.
    You love for Koyuki speaks for what a great young women you are!


  52. 离离 says:

    so glad koyuki is recovering 😀 i hope the vet’s bills aren’t too terrifying :dunno:

  53. kiwi says:

    So sweet! <3 All the best to you both!

  54. Dawnie says:

    Sooo touching that i cried. Get well soon!

  55. Apple ♥ says:

    Im sure Koyuki will get well soon! I want Koyuki to play w my dog too 😀 Am sure Koyuki will nom my Shihtzu but it’s okay hehe!! 😀

  56. belle says:

    very very happy for you!!! mine dint survive last time and im glad u dint need to go through that =]

    p/s: koyuki take care so that you dont make your mommy’s heart skipped again

  57. jacjac says:

    Yayyy koyuki is getting better! So happy for her! And she can remember kai ma too lol

  58. missDONUT says:


    I’m sure she will do fine! She’ll continue to fight!! I hope the worst is over! 😀

  59. Nikki says:

    OMG so touching! will be praying for Koyuki 🙂

  60. Passerby says:

    That made me teared a bit ;A;

    Give her a drumstick when she’s fine already!

  61. elly ; =) says:

    Lovely animals T__T
    Koyuki will sure recover sooner or later =)

  62. eehui says:

    get well soon koyuki! you can do it woof!! <3

  63. Ping says:

    Koyuki, jiayou!!

  64. ah woo says:

    parvovirus? sap sap sui la 😆
    ganbatte koyuki!

  65. Sarah says:

    get well soon yuki 🙂 I love you 🙂

  66. Myrtlevenz says:

    i was shocked to hear wat happened to Koyuki but now m very glad to know that she’ll be fine. u take care too Cheesie!

  67. Cecilia says:

    nawwwhhh. Koyuki is so lucky to have a mama like you! Come on Koyuki, you can do it! Recover asap. Lots of hugs and kisses all the way from Aus!


  68. natnat says:

    goshhh! I’m so glad!! Hope koyuki recovers soon~ 😈

  69. miamy says:

    awwww. get well soon. 🙂

  70. MonMon says:

    Ringo, when i read your blog, i feel pain in my heart literally and i can understand how exactly you feel right now. worrying, hoping and anticipating your puppy will heal each day. My dog was like your baby husky too, looking at his picture with his fur on the knee shaved reminds me of my baby poodle. I pray everyday and have heart broken into million pieces like you. Be strong Ringo, show her more love, dogs are smart creature, they can feel your warmth. The hard time will be soon over as long as you believe in her that she will be strong again. Take care girl 🙂

  71. Irene says:

    That’s so sweet! My heart melted like butter sliding off hot toast after reading this post.

  72. Carissa says:

    That’s sooo sweeet..!! Get well soon Koyuki…!!!

  73. thegeekinpink says:

    cried reading this. I love love love dogs to the maximum. I hope Koyuki get well soon!

  74. Ann says:

    I don’t know what else to say except, my eyes welled with tears too..I feel your pain in this post. Koyuki will be better and be a beautiful husky. I hope you feel better as well.



  75. 123 says:

    you are greatly loved koyuki, get well and go home real soon ok ! 🙂

  76. Jan says:

    i was so touched whn i read it! *shed tears* 😥

  77. zongying. says:

    heyyy! glad your husky’s getting better! 😀

  78. cathj says:

    *In tears*… full stop.

  79. Vedder says:

    absolutely delighted to hear that she is recovering well. my gf and her friends have been talking non-stop about this and been checking on your site to see any updates at all. they will love this post to bits, i can assure you that.

    lost my kitten a few years back from the same disease so to hear that she is recovering from it is music to my ears. she’s a tough cookie and she’ll be back home soon enough, that I honestly believe!

    • cheesie says:

      Really? You guys are so sweet. Sorry to hear about your kitty. It’s a really terrible virus isn’t it? 🙁 I really hope they can find cure in the future. To heartbreaking to see them suffer.

      • Vedder says:

        Thanks. She’s in kitty heaven now munching on tuna melts and cream that’s for sure!

        We’re cheering her on!

      • Ave says:

        we were damn worried to be honest!coz we saw you and koyuki in Cris Tang the other day…she was so active!so we were super worried when we found out that she got so sick! =(
        but of coz, we didnt wanna bother u further with questions about her, so we just discuss it among ourselves, macam we really know her like tat…HAHAHAHHA!
        anywayz, i’m really glad she’s getting better! =D
        she’s a tough one i tell ya!

  80. Reiko says:

    Gosh~ Almost cry while reading your “letter” to Koyuki…

    We will all pray for Koyuki’s speedy recovery! I believe she’ll be a beautiful husky SOON!

  81. Caryn says:

    ahhh i’m so glad she’s alright now *total relieve :D*

  82. kimberlycun says:

    koyukiganasbitch ftwwww. see u tomorrow!

  83. Ann says:

    Koyuki! I prayed for you days and nights to GOD whom created you. So happy to see your suffering ending soon with speedy recovery! hugz hugz.

  84. Jess says:

    all of us here love koyuki and glad he is recovering 🙂 cant wait to say welcome home 🙂

  85. cheesie says:

    Thanks again everyone! Gonna visit her tomorrow and will update you guys! 🙂

  86. Chel says:

    feel so relieved after reading this post. I was so shocked and felt sad when first thought that Koyuki is infected with parvo virus. luckily it isn’t. that’s really a bad virus. lost a puppy due to this virus a year ago, there’s even blood in his poo. the virus was damaging his whole system and it died within a week. those with puppies must really take good care of it, it’s better not to bring it out or interact with other dog until it is done with all vaccinations. hope Koyuki recover soon

    • cheesie says:

      sorry to hear. 🙁 so heartbreaking. was he/she very very young? Koyuki had her 2nd jab that’s why maybe her immunity slightly stronger.

      • Chel says:

        Yes, he was very young. One month plus, I think the main reason is because the breeder’s environment was bad, lots of puppies and quite dirty. He haven’t got his first jab when we first brought him back

  87. fiionx says:

    hope koyuki is getting better soon. i lost my shihtzu due to parvo virus as well :(. sad.

  88. Harry says:

    cheesie ganbatte!! koyuki ganbatte!!

  89. Sue Me says:

    get well soon, Koyuki! And Ringo, stay strong! Koyuki will be running back soon to you 🙂

  90. neko says:

    😈 小雪チャン〜 お大事に〜 🙂

  91. Francesca says:

    😥 😥 😥
    so hes getting better ???? so happy to hear he’s progressing much better … keep praying for him

  92. LW says:

    Aww you make such an awesome mommy to Koyuki 🙂 I’m sure he loves you and I’m so glad and happy and relieved that he’s recovering 🙂 He’ll be back in your arms before you know it!

  93. WP says:

    So sweet…really like a mummy! 😀
    Get well soon Koyuki!

  94. SNZ says:

    hey there. hope you dont take this the wrong way, but you’re not supposed to feed dogs cheese. i really hope you’re not serious about feeding her food with cheese toppings as soon as she gets back- surely your vet would have told you this?

    • Mark Tan says:

      What’s wrong with feeding dogs cheese? Brought my dog to a puppy school and the instructor fed him with cheese too.

      Cheese is okay, moderation is the key I guess. My dog eats cheese and he’s fine too.

      The only harmful food to dogs I’ve heard of are chocolates, raisins, grapes etc.

  95. Lady says:

    Aww I hope your dog gets better!! And dogs never hate their owners if the owner truly cares, and takes tender loving care over the animal 🙂

  96. Cass says:

    Wow, she’s such a fighter. I was so sad to read that your puppy got parvovirus, which cannot be immunised in young pups. I lost a dog to CDV, and could have prevented it if I didn’t forget to update her vaccination. The guilt! 🙁
    Get well soon, Koyuki. Do your Mummy proud.

    • cheesie says:

      Don’t feel guilty, it’s only for her best. I blamed myself for bringing her out too but it was because i really didn’t want her to be so lonely at home.

  97. haze says:

    Go go go koyuki!! I sayang you all!!!

  98. raiz says:

    Get well soon koyuki, dont let your mommy worry anymore

  99. lyssa says:

    koyuki, gambateh ya. You got us to support you here.. hug

  100. sam says:

    ganbatte koyuki, hope you’ll be home soon..healthy and happy 😀

  101. juli says:

    omfg… that reminded me of my Maxie… he was a german shepard. hes not dead, hes just away. and i already know his fate, hes going to be a canine dog, he left months ago, but im crying anyway for all the stress hes been through, but im glad hes got a better life than me. that he could escape this life and maybe being put to sleep. and i know the police officer hes working with. im glad you and koyuki are going to have a happy ending, it makes me feel happy when i see some ppl out there who are still good to animals. i feel so empty without my Max,, but im glad hes at where hes at. lol, srry but i have to get that out of my system, hes my baby boy <3<3<3

  102. juli says:

    shes a beautiful show of breed. you can tell shes very intelligant just by her eyes

  103. says:

    i feel like tearing when i read this! 🙁 ganbatte koyuki!

  104. luc says:

    ganbatte koyuki. we all love u a lot. ur mommy loves u tons! please get well!

  105. Natashaaa says:

    Awwwww , so touching !

  106. mnda says:

    emo 🙁 have to go glue back my eyelashes now, sigh.
    ganbatte, both of you!

  107. aNgeL-cuPid says:

    Get well soon, Koyuki!! Take good care of her when she’s home with you~~ *hugs!*

  108. tera says:

    So relieved to hear this. Ganbatte ne koyuki. Daitsuki!!!!

  109. miracleangel says:

    Gosh! I’m so relieved that she’s okay now! Have been praying for her to get well soon! Hope she gets to come home with you soon! *big hugs*

  110. Aiswarya says:

    Im so happy to read this! So so so happy and relieved! Really hope Koyuki gets well soon. Love you Koyuki!

  111. NEESA says:

    wowwwww 😯

    i LOVE your BLOG and those layout!!! 😈

    its perfect! 😉

    nice than XiaXue’s blog! 😛

  112. yennie says:

    oh.. Ganbatte, koyuki

  113. Ivie says:

    Awwwww! My hart totally goes out to you and your dog. My hart dropped when Isaw his ankle. I hope gets better

  114. Riena says:

    🙄 Go Koyuki! Cheddie missed you oso I bet! *hugs Koyuki*

  115. Manzy says:

    i cried reading this T_T

  116. Roslyn says:

    God, I am worried about your dog. Just a sharing with you, I had a dog which I picked up from the street got parvovirus and she died 2 years ago.

    Doctor told me that my dog (Gloria) had 50% of chance unless she has epilepsy, a sickness similar to Parvovirus. I never give up until she is getting sick and weak from day to day.

    *crying* I need to let her go.

    I can see that Koyuki is getting better, pls post again to update us about Koyuki.

    Don’t give up! 😈

  117. laura says:

    omgomg i fucking cry de mann
    get well soon koyuki!!! your mummy loves you so much!

    reminds me of when mine was sick. cry like hell never go schl oso.

  118. jia says:

    add chlorophyll to her water. it helps!

  119. Rose from Singapore says:

    i hope she gets well soon! Jia you Koyuki!

  120. Jiamin'gsd says: sweet man… 🙂 Koyuki will get well soon,don’t worry 🙂

  121. DeeDee says:

    My dog ate super glue (the elephant glue) and survived. 😯
    Good luck Koyukiiiiii. ;D

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