Kawaii Of The World Finale (Last part!)

May 3, 2012

 

 

00:00 The actually day of Tokyo Girls Collection. There has been a long queue 5 hours before starting time (!!)

0:40 Cheesie and Shiori went to model’s changing room to meet their respective models. Shiori’s model is a new comer model Matuyama Aya, while Cheesie’s model is Korean model HENA.

1:36 The other three representative (who got eliminated) also came to support in their best outfit.

2:50 There are 19 top fashion brands and a total of 99 models participating in this season’s TGC, which team is Sherbet garden. (They show Hasegawa Jun and Fujii Lena omg)

3:13 Cheesie and Shiori doing a final check on their models. At 4:30 PM, the final challenge for Cheesie and Shiori finally started.

4:00 HENA who is wearing A coordinate (Cheesie’s) walks on stage. (OMG they were playing my fav Capsule’s new long as background music i am too happy). The theme is feminine girly and the special part of the outfit is the sexy back part. Aya wears coordinate B (Shiori’s) and the point of this outfit is the natural feel and a big bag that makes you wanna go out and have fun.

5:20 Voting starts 5PM sharp. Live audience would vote for their favorite outfit using their cell phones.

6:00 Amandine, Usagi Pyon and Woyuki all prefers coordinate A. There it shows interview of random girls at the event voting for their preferred outfit. One of them comments that she prefers outfit A because of the soft material and color chosen. Another says she prefers B, while A is cute, it depends on the person who wears it (whether she is confident of her own body.)

6:47 AT 6 PM, voting ends. Shiori and Cheesie were waiting in the room. They were just waiting for ONE phone call to the final result who will decide the ultimate winner.

(At that time everybody, including the directors and the whole filming crew were super nervous. The whole room was dead quiet to the point it was a bit morbid. I think they were even more nervous than us wtf. Shiori and i tried to crack jokes but nobody laughs FOL. I said the whole ambience feels like we’re waiting outside an emergency room for the doctor to walk out and tell us if the patient is dead or alive. )

7:20 THE phone call came. Kawaii TV staff announces that the result is out. (wa as typing this i feel all nervous again LOLOL almost cannot breathe).

7:30 “And the winner is….” (wa and then pause for damn long until my heart almost disappeared)

7:48 “Japan representative Kumakura Shiori”

 

(Actually i sort of had a feeling that i would lose in the last challenge that’s why i wasn’t shocked or so, after all the chance is really 50/50.

Even before that Shiori and i keep telling each other to just have fun at the event because the outfit is already chosen and there really isn’t anything else we could do or improve our chances of winning.)

8:00 Cheesie tells Shiori “Now you are the most Kawaii in the world!”. Shiori got 324 votes and Cheesie got 306 votes.

(Lost by 18 votes fml.

Actually at first i only teared a little because too emotional and because director Makita san was also tearing WHILE announcing the winner WTF.  But then after Shiori left the room, another director Miyaoka san who is closer to my team came in, kneeled down with his camera and wanted to interview me about my feelings after losing the final challenge. At first i was ok wan, THEN HE STARTED TEARING while asking me question so suddenly i found myself sobbing like a stupid moron WTF.

Remember the first kawaii TV filming during Foruchizu meet up?? Lie and Maiko started crying and then we totally expect it and started tearing out of… shock wtf.

This time also everyone around us seemed to be more emotional than we actually were FOL.)

9:30 Shiori was very nervous before the finale, but there’s a surprise waiting for her back stage. Tsuchiya Anna and Hasegawa Jun (!!!!!!!) appeared and gave her encouragement.

10:45 It was 9:30PM and was finally Shiori’s runway debut!

12:14 Shiori walked for 3 minutes and 30 seconds.

12: 45 Fumi sensei told Shiori that this is one of her dreams come true, and she has grabbed it well with both her hands.

13:21 Shiori comments that she hardly ever cries , and this is the first time she cries so much in her life until her tear ducts almost damaged lol. In the end she comments that this would definitely , even maybe not immediate, a change to her life in a good way.

 

OK END OF ALL KAWAII OF THE WORLD.

 

(Actually not yet because i still have quite a lot of photos i haven’t posted :X)

 

Japan and i

May 1, 2012

Basically this is a post about why i love Japan.

I have been wanting to write this post for a long time, but keep procrastinating it because i couldn’t seem to find the right tone and angle to fully express what i wanted to say (also every day i find a new reason to love it so it become very long). Also because i potentially might get stoned to death by patriots, because even i feel like i’m betraying my own country. So it also involves a lot of complicated feelings.

But they are good rather than bad feelings. Sort of like a piece of nutella flavored bacon. Something like that.

But today i decided to just go all out wtf. It’s like confessing for the first time.

Here’s a little background story.

15 years ago there was this Japanese drama playing on TV. I was stunned to see how beautiful the actress was and how romantic the story was (last time la). I was hooked and started to want to know more about this whole Japanese thing. Then there were songs, Sailormoon, Ayumi Hamasaki, Sushi King (last time la) etc etc.

I was hooked forever.

Before i knew it, i started buying Japanese language books and speak random Japanese with my best friend. She called me Ringo (means apple) and i called her Ichigo (strawberry). It was our dream to go to Japan together one day. It was a far far far far away dream.

At one point i thought that i would never ever be able to travel to Japan. It was extremely expensive and i was poor wtf. But i continued to lived in my own dream. I continued going for weekend classes to learn Japanese and imagine one day i would be there. One day.

Then i also discovered lolita fashion and i was like sweet mother of god how on earth can someone be THAT CUTE?!?!?  It was my dream to save up RM10,000, and one day i will travel to Japan and buy ALL the lolita fashion that i loved.

And then in 2008, i finally saved up RM5k to pay for a homestay in Nagano. The moment i landed at Narita airport i teared. The airport ground staff bowed to our airplane when it touched ground. In my heart i thought, this is my dream come true.

And then the rest is history (or rather in the archive of this blog wtf). Indeed it was a dream come true, and something more than that.

Sidetrack a little, today i watched this documentary recommended by Xiaxue and QiuQiu called “The Secret”, which is about positive thinking, law of attraction and crap like that. The normal cynical me would have been all, don’t bullshit me la. But when i thought of it, a lot of things make sense. So from now on i am going to sound all megalomaniacal and narcissistic  (but that’s supposed to be the way apparently. I say one. lol).

Japan is just one of the examples. I have loved it for such a long time (15 years is a lot!!!!). And now it loves me back, for all the love i’ve ever poured for it. It keeps wanting me to go back. It’s true. Now it’s almost like i’m holidaying in Malaysia. I’m going there again this month 21st. For both work and holiday. And love.

(Ok I can’t believe that was the intro to this blog post.)

Anyway here’s the real post. Now about why i love Japan.

Everybody loves Japan in some way. The food, the people, the fashion, the hospitality, the professionalism, all the cute shit, anime, pop singers, fast internet, fresh sushi, sakura, and porn idols wtf.

You all know it. I love all of them. Except porn idols maybe. But this is something more on a personal level.

The true reason why i love Japan, is that i recently shockingly discovered that in Japan, i have become this person who…

who…

It’s weird to say this, but I have become someone i like.

I become someone even *i* actually like. And that is coming from someone who seldom like people. Including myself. My default button for a newly met person is dislike wtf. It takes a lot of trust for me to like someone. There was a phase in my life where self-loath was so intense i wished the of the world happen sooner so that i could disappear.

But i am becoming the person i wanted myself to be. In Japan. I become this disgustingly optimistic, genuinely helpful and polite, and most of all, shitlessly happy person i never imagined myself ever will be, or deserved to be.

Every minute i feel happy. Everything i do it makes me happy. Eating a convenient store onigiri makes me happy. Watching cute girls with cute fashion on the street makes me happy. Saying thank you to a shop staff makes me happy. Maybe even touching a Japanese stone make me happy wtf.

Maybe you’d think that’s because i’m experiencing it from a tourist point of view and through sakura-tinted glasses so of course everything looks cute, happy and perfect there. And also it is too soon for me to pass a comment because i don’t live or work there. Also everyone gives me that “grass is greener on the other side” nonsense.

Bitch please. Sakura is pinker on that side.

So on a honeymoon with/in Japan i might be, but i have watched news, learnt about their culture, recognized how hard life is for most people there, and many many other big social problems. So i pretty much also know the not so perfect side of Japan.

I love Japan enough to go back there 9 times (this coming trip in May is my 10th visit), and i have experienced enough to conclude that it is the best fucking place i have ever been to.

For things that i didn’t quite like about Japan, i get used to it.

Sure now i have to make my bed every single morning i wake up, i have to be extra careful and use polite speech with new people or people older than me, i cannot talk too loudly or sit anyhow i want in public places, i have to separate all the freaking 9000 types of garbage, i have to clean up after my food and tray in Starbucks, and now my latest hobby is folding toilet paper into triangle shape.

But you know what i think?

If you can deal with bribery, traffic jam, taxi snatchers and hair in your pan mee in KL, these are nothing.

Maybe after awhile, everywhere becomes sort of the same, you start complaining about your government, your neighbor, your neighbor’s dog. It is too cold. It is too hot. (In Malaysia it is just it is too hot and it is too hot.)

But generally i would still think that i’d be happier in Japan due to the simple fact that everyone takes things seriously and is ultra polite there so chances of me getting tulan and annoyed are lower compared to me living in, say KL. Idiots are everywhere and they irritate you, but at least idiots there (if exist) apologize and bow to you wtf. (Ky said maybe that’s the reason why they invented Yoko Yoko because of all the bowing lolol.)

Anyway, most of the things that i initially didn’t like turned out to be the exact things that could make me a better person (now i will end up sounding like not just a narcissistic, megalomaniacal but a condescending elitist wtf). Because here i learn about manners, politeness, social responsibility and pure kindness. It’s like starting Pendidikan Moral lesson 1 all over again.

It’s like a cult, if i must put it this way. I was shocked to find myself carrying a paper cup for 3 hours just so i could find the right dustbin to throw it in. That i politely smiled to someone who stepped on my toe. That’s something i could never ever do back home in here.

And finding myself doing that makes me happy. Being kind to people and receiving kindness from people make me super happy.

And being there makes me realize how insanely lucky i am to be able to see, smell, taste and touch all these… insanely awesome… stuff. And in return i appreciate every single thing i do or happens to me.

Especially after Tokyo Kawaii TV, i have been getting sooooo many comments from Japanese followers who thank me for loving Japan, which makes me love it even more. (if a foreigner tells me that he/she loves Malaysia my first response is, why ah?!” wtf) A few told me that thanks to me they have re-discovered their own culture, and good things about Japan.

This is so strange if you tell me this is what’s gonna happen, to the young me 15 years ago. I would have been like, what have you been smoking?!

So, shit. Now i am all having messiah syndrome thinking that it’s my calling to promote ALL the good stuff about Japan to the whole world.

Which i am gonna. lol. Because i want everyone to LOVE JAPAN so it will become an even more awesome country for the world.

I’m ending this post with a letter i received from a 17 years old reader.

 

 

That’s all. That was the story of my love for Japan. If you have any story to share about your love for Japan too, please leave a comment. I am really curious and i’d read ALL of them!! And share it with everyone!!!

 

Oh before i forget.
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Sakura is pinker on this side.

And now Tourism Japan owes me 100,000 yen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Spring sales 2012

April 30, 2012

Cleaning wardrobe space again!

Selling many pieces, go to my FB page to have a look! Some of the more popular items were sold minutes they posted up so if you don’t see them anymore it is sold.

 

 

Here are some:
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Lolita dresses from my Lolita ear lol.  Bought them for few hundred RM but selling cheap!
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#9

This is probably the first Japanese apparel i bought in my life. Bought it yearrrrs ago when a friend went to Tokyo. That time i have’t even had to chance to visit Japan. So i gave the friend RM500 and asked him to buy something for me and this is what he got me.

A pink jacket from Metamorphose, a gothic lolita brand. I love it but i have NEVER worn it i don’t know why. And i kept it like a treasure.

Now i’m selling it for RM100 T_T.

 

Ok go go go SPRING SALES NAO.

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April Tokyo Fashion

April 28, 2012

Update:

Posted some pictures of items for sale on my FB album! Go check it out!

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Here’s a post on my spring outfits during my stay in Tokyo early this month!

Seeing all pink and pretty sakura i was kinda in the mood to dress more pastel girly instead of the usual MODE.
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2nd April which was also my birthday!!! Yay!!
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All in a pink mood. Super happy because get to see sakura!!! <3
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Fluffy dusty pink knit from Snidel. Super love!

 

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The next day back to MODE already lolol.
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With new bought shoes!
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This is the day i met Shiori!
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Love the pearl studded shorts from JEANASiS! Can repeat wear like dunno how many times lol.
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lol shiok sendiri
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Bought the same top from ONE SPO with Shiori and we hanged out immediate next day again.
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Love love love the transparent back. Cold die me also don’t care! Too cute!
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Another pair of newly bought shoes lol. Shiori bought it and then she made me buy also. Shit us it’s evil to hang out with each other. >.<
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Took so many pictures this day!
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3 different looks.
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Cut my fringe at number76 Tokyo!

And then bought a big triple barrel iron and used it for the first time. The kareshi said i look very village FML.

 

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YET another pair of new shoes lol. I CANNOT STOP BUYING JAPANESE SHOES!!!

And i swear this is the most comfy wedges everrrrr i walked at least 20KM in it and my legs are still attached to my body wtf.

Pink bag from EMODA! Selling it so email me if you want!
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My village hair.

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Beige lace dress from Snidel. Selling this also pls email if you like it!
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A sakura hanami date with HENA (My TGC model!)
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Also new hair color at number76 Tokyo! Super love it!
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Color lens by RainbowColor in Earth Brown.

 

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MODE day!

 

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Pan cool look lol.
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Before leaving for Okinawa!!
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Super lazy no make up because beach holiday! But super gorgeous dress from ONE SPO!

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Floral for Okinawa!!

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Returned to Tokyo MODE again.
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OK END.

So this is how i brought one middle size luggage and dressed for 3 whole week in Tokyo.

Also i wanna have a sales again because my wardrobe is full again T_T. Maybe will upload all to FB album and then you guys can view there if you like!!

 

Let me know which is your favorite coordinate!!!

Samsung Global Blogger

April 27, 2012

2009′s summer i went to London.

It has only been three years but it feels like eons ago.  I suspect i’m actually a middle age caucasian vampire disguised as Asian girl. My hobby is time-traveling.

 

 

Hi Ben.

2009 sounds really ancient.

Met the invisible man. (And i had fatter legs that time). Anyone knows how he does it?!

Summer flowers

 

Summer fruits

Salt beef and gherkin. The edible one.

Super yummy seafood risotto omg i wont forget this.
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And London eye!

I have been to London twice and by the second time i actually got a bit meh about it, but now that i look at all these pictures (REPOST!! sorry) i actually discovered that i miss London very much!

Especially that this year is THE year for London because of Olympics 2012!!

And you know what? You can actually win a FREE TRIP to London and watch the awesome Olympics Games!

How?

Jamie Oliver will tell you how in the website!
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Follow these really really simple steps:

STEP 1: Create a 30 second audition video in English telling us why you would make the perfect Samsung Global Blogger to go to London
STEP 2: Upload it before 2nd May 2012

Hmm. That’s all. So simple right??

 

Here’s some tips that will help you get selected!

Confidence and energy in front of the camera
A passion for your subject matter
Imagination and originality
A good sense of humour
A social butterfly – do you use Twitter? Or talk to the world on your own blog?
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What happens next?
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The judges will then pick out the best ones to win the grand prize: a fully paid-up trip to London during the Olympics. Once there, you’ll capture the atmosphere around the UK capital and bring your unique style to millions of people on the web.

 

Sounds fun right??

Go to Samsung Global Blogger site now to participate!!

How to wear/take off contact lens with long nails

April 26, 2012

Too many people asked me this question so i decided to show you once and for all how i do it!!!

Actually the only trick to wearing contact lens is not to use your nails.

There. Problem solved.

Using nails might accidentally scratch your contact lens or even tear it, so what i do is i use the softest part of my finger tip to gently pull it out.

Sorcery? Watch how.

 

 

 

 

 

Video brought to you by RainbowColor!

I know some of you are like, dafuq did you just do that? I dunno , i guess it’s just lots and lots of practice!

Also it helps that RainbowColor is super moist so it’s very very easy to put in and take out! I have already been wearing that pair for 3 months but it’s still very hydrated!

 

 

 

Other tips of wearing contact lens and contact lens care include:

 

Just very basic stuff la actually you know know already. Actually i never adhere to “insert contact lenses before putting make up” cuz sometimes i will forget one -____-.

But that day Aud told me her friend’s brother NEVER TAKE OUT CONTACT LENS FOR 5 MONTHS WTF. He wears it to sleep WTF. For 5 months WTF.

So if you do that please stop :X

 

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