Sakura is about to blossom so it is a happy season.

I have written (or rather, copy + paste) a really long emo post. But before i post it, there are two questions i want to ask. Out of curiosity, and in hope that it would help me understand the source of my bizarre emoness. And also it is my little research.

Pls help okay?

1. How often do you cry (for any reason at all), and why?
2. If there’s a point in your life (say, a year or two) you would want to redo, when would it be and why? Note that you can only repeat what you have done, you cannot change anything. read more

On the 4th day in Matsumoto, we went to the hotspring, which was super awesome.

And on the 5th day we were running out of things to do, because Matumoto is a small town. But there’s one thing i’d really reeeeeeeeeally love doing. That was to see snow.

This winter had been warmer than usual, and it hardly ever snowed for the past few weeks. we could go to the ski mountain, which is a little far (like, 40mins from home, which is really far by their definition), and rumor had it that we might not see snow. Plus, weather forecast said that it would rain that day. read more

Nothing.

(Except super long hair, maybe.)

I was browsing through some of the old photos taken last year and they disgusted me. i couldn’t believe i was so blind to put up with my crap hair for such a long time. I know people said oh Ringo (Ring, now) you look awesome with shorter hair fresher younger taller whatever.

SHUT TURF!

Long hair is for ever.

I will never let anyone convince me to cut my hair short again. Ever.

Screw makeovers. I want my hair to be exactly the way i want it to be.

I can’t say i didn’t regret. My hair is no longer shiny ebony and healthy. So much bleach they used. But once you ditch black, you will never go back. It’s color maintenance forever. And it makes your hair worse. It’s a vicious cycle. read more

Update:

I’m feeling so much better now!!! Just picked up my red MINI  for review arhhhhh such a babe! Thanks BMW!

i haven’t felt so crap in a long time. Every time i feel like crap, i want to run away. Have a holiday. and then everything will be okay again.

But there’s just one problem.

The problem is that, i just came back from a holiday. And i reckon that’s the precise reason why i’m feeling like crap.  i dunno which part of the trip made me feel like crap, because it was a great trip and all, although this is my 4th visit to Taipei and it did start to get a bit boring with all the same things in the city. So come to think of it maybe it’s just a regular crap day, or week, whatever. (There’s a difference between periodic depression and period depression. The former seems more likely because it’s not the time of the month just yet.) read more

Maybe not to me but to many, Kelly Clarkson has been nothing but an inspiration of life. Her songs have definitely had some major influence on youngster all across the world.

However, it is said that the first American Idol has is not letting any of her songs be used by new contestants on the show. A spokesman for Clarkson insisted it’s nothing personal, but the stance prompted a public scolding from “American Idol” judge Simon Cowell.

Cowell said he hoped Clarkson would let her music be used on “American Idol.” read more

Malaysia is crazy. You can have summer parties all year long. And when people in China freeze until can die we wear sundresses and go to outdoor concerts.

Top bought in Chic Party for like, RM10. Dunno belongs to who?

Since we all missed Rihanna’s concert (or she missed all of us), let’s go to Sunburst KL09. Hotter than ever it claims to be!!! 

Sunburst KL09
Date: March 21st 
Time: 2pm until you cannot tahan
Venue: Polo Pavilion, Bukit Kiara Equestrian & Country Resort

Artists who would make an appearance in the festival are some of the biggest, most influential international names in music, playing side by side with regional superstars from Indonesia and home grown talent from Malaysia, such as Korn, NERD, Erykah Badu, Juwita Suwito, Butterfingers, Hujan, Estranged and many many many many more i can’t possibly list out all of them! read more

Ok la since so many people want to know i think i’ll do a short entry on it. Today let’s do my eye make-up first.

(Mom’s prolly not gonna like this post because this post is full of artificial beauty and self-hurt [in her definition]but then again a lot of people wanna know how i do my make up ma. You can choose not to read it geh.)

Start with a clean face.

Actually there’s no secret what turf. I will just share what i experiment with on my face. And they may not even be pro but these are what i know that work on me. Just very simple stuff. If you expect a full make up tutorial i suggest you bury your head in like, ViVi or Popteen or something. read more

Today, i’m thinking about the subject of lying. It is so paradoxical.

And i am thinking of the answer to the very often asked question

“Would you ever lie to me?”

One of the toughest questions to answer in human relationship, in my opinion. It made me wonder how i could answer this truthfully without sounding like a liar (or actually lying), and also what the politically correct answer would be to someone whom i actually lie to (or have lied to, or  likely to lie to) without feeling guilty. read more

On the third day, i went out with Yuriko and her neighbour Ayumi to Matsumoto city.

That day the sun shone like a star. I know this sentence sounds like one of those you are cute like like shit or it’s beautiful like hell kinda nonsense but look! It shone like a star!!!

And it is beautiful like hell.

Snow mountains, a swan in the middle of the lake.

松本城 , Matsumoto Castle.

We climbed all the way up and down. It was a fort built some 500 years ago. Amazing!

After visiting the castle we went to the Frog Street. read more

Was invited to Hypp.tv’s launch as one of the ABBA what turf.

Ok maybe this is not exactly ABBA’s hair.

The theme was Entertainment and Movie Stars.

Costumes from Absolut Pitch.

Hypp.tv is the first broadband TV in Malaysia which offers exclusive online video content exclusively for Streamyx subscribers!

Meaning now we will never have to switch on the TV! It’s starting to sound a bit scary to me (exciting but at the same time scary). It’s not hard to imagine in the near future everyone would be watching TV on their laptops. Then we need TV for what ah? read more

But it will be a good Christmas!

Jack has got sitches around his lips but he is still smiling okay. And there’s me. Smiling too.

Thank you.

I didn’t remember saying that.

(the multiple aaa is to show that it feels really shiok)

So i promised to pamper myself regularly.

Especially after so much traveling. Everytime after i travel i sure get sick one. I have this post-travel complex. Bad skin, bad health, bad mood (cuz too many things to do, and i go bonkers when i have more than one thing that need my immediate attention).

So today i’m having a Garnier home spa!

Ingredient:

Garnier
Jim Brickman Ballads
One Fifth Avenue 

I was thinking of aroma therapy also but the Garnier mask smells quite good so don’t waste ma. read more